May 22, 2007 15:09
Ya know the whole fate/irony fucked-up-ness that is my life... yeah, its still here. Not in a bad way really, seriously, pretty laughable... considering all the good parts, but still.
Robert got here on Saturday... and I don't recall being much happier EVER in my life then when we were laying in bed that night, unless it would have been when we were laying in bed Sunday. My only (and mind you BIGGEST HUGEST GINORMOUS) fear with him is that I like him entirely too much. I still maintain the pretty smooth front. I don't tell him things like "I miss you, I love you, I want you, You make me smile just by looking at you" or anything else, but sometimes I find myself WANTING to say those things (well, not necessarily those things but you get the idea). I really want to go see him in Gulf Shores, but I don't want to invite myself and he hasn't asked for any specific dates or anything. He has made comments like "you'll have to come see it sometime", but thats about it. Le sigh, I can't complain though. He is here in the state and spending the week at my house. He went with Ash and I to the movies last night, tossed the football with Ash on Sunday and is still just as wonderful as he was 9 months ago.
My bottom is numb from doing NOTHING but sitting on very uncomfortable chairs all week listening to training going on. I'm not the trainer for this package, just the backup network representative... so Im just sitting here doing my own work... but being quiet and trying not to move to much... consequently my butt hurts!
My frickin' car STOPPED while Robert and I were driving home last night. That was fucking FUN I tell ya... I still have no idea what happened to it, other then when I took my foot off of the gas it stopped. That is the same thing that was happening after I wrecked it in December, so I am hoping that the repair guys didn't do a crappy job... I would almost want it to be something different, it will make me mad if I find out it was a piss ass job after the accident. We were in Lincoln County in the middle of no where with 4 cell phones between us and NO signal. Fortunately one of my friends from the clinic drove by and picked us up. He actually let Robert and I bring his car back to my house last night and he took the company car home. Today Robert and I both drove so I could bring Brian's car back to him. I was 90% sad about my car, 10% angry at the situation and 100% embarassed.
More irony... I don't really watch much TV. I watch Heroes, but normally I just download those episodes... so the TV in my bedroom is never on and in my living room only for Ash. Robert watches TV. Not insanely, but he watches his sports stuff on ESPN, he watches the weather channel as we get dressed for work in the mornings or at night before bed. He likes a few shows that he follows as he gets the chance... I HAVE NO CABLE THIS WEEK. My neighbors, Chris and Funey were digging a ditch in the backyard so that they could lay some drain pipe and they accidently cut through MY cable line... not either of theirs, but MINE. Funey patched it up right away and it worked GREAT, then yesterday when they covered it with dirt and filled in the ditch it screwed up again. So I gots no freakin cable and no creakin car. Luckily Robert has his car here, since he drove up.
I think we're actually getting outta here in a few minutes. We're trying to decide if we are going to go to the ball game tonight. Tomorrow is a big cook out with several of our friends coming over. Hope everyone has a good week.