i know now..
i am not happy. not at all.
hung out with jesse today for a bit and it took everything i had not to tell him how much i think about him, how much i miss him, how much i wish that i could take all of my recent decisions back. it also took everything i had not to jump on him and smother him with kisses.
i didnt for 2 reasons..
1. its not fair
2. i could see in his eyes that he has lost all feelings for me.
i guess if im ever asked again anything i regret, ill know what to say.
hung out with jesse today for a bit and it took everything i had not to tell him how much i think about him, how much i miss him, how much i wish that i could take all of my recent decisions back. it also took everything i had not to jump on him and smother him with kisses.
i didnt for 2 reasons..
1. its not fair
2. i could see in his eyes that he has lost all feelings for me.
i guess if im ever asked again anything i regret, ill know what to say.