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Jared's away message:
probly sleeping sleeping
:-* thiers a second kiss
ok..yeah...you're the first to point fingers at me and believe every one else over me...and now I know why..because you're doing shit behind my back. Did you think that I wouldn't sign on? Well I'm sorry to disappoint you. I don't know who it is that you're 'kissing' and honestly it's probably better that I don't. All I know is that I'm not going to cry over you anymore. I did nothing but love you with all of my heart. You didn't even give a shit that I was in the accident. 1/2 second sooner and I wouldn't be here...but you've moved on already so that probably doesn't matter to you. I'm so sorry that I ever hurt you but if it hurt as bad as you say..why would you hurt someone just as badly? I hope that this is what you want..
I'm so sorry that I ever moved home. I knew that there was nothing here for me. I will do anything I can to get back to MCC.
This is the last entry for a while...until I get the internet again..but I will fill everyone in later.
Love and miss you like crazy D-Nelle and all of my other MCC people. Hope all is well.
probly sleeping sleeping
:-* thiers a second kiss
ok..yeah...you're the first to point fingers at me and believe every one else over me...and now I know why..because you're doing shit behind my back. Did you think that I wouldn't sign on? Well I'm sorry to disappoint you. I don't know who it is that you're 'kissing' and honestly it's probably better that I don't. All I know is that I'm not going to cry over you anymore. I did nothing but love you with all of my heart. You didn't even give a shit that I was in the accident. 1/2 second sooner and I wouldn't be here...but you've moved on already so that probably doesn't matter to you. I'm so sorry that I ever hurt you but if it hurt as bad as you say..why would you hurt someone just as badly? I hope that this is what you want..
I'm so sorry that I ever moved home. I knew that there was nothing here for me. I will do anything I can to get back to MCC.
This is the last entry for a while...until I get the internet again..but I will fill everyone in later.
Love and miss you like crazy D-Nelle and all of my other MCC people. Hope all is well.