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apparenlty I'm hiding it well.
butI'mterrified.
and my cold is back with a vengence. and my stomach has been bordering on upset for...what, a week?
it feels now like I haven't really made any friends here, at least not real ones, not the ones I could tell things like this. and livejournal just isn't the place, and honestly, I'm not sure I'd tell anyone anyway. I wish you guys were all here though....I would cram us all into a very tiny room and force everyone into a ginormous group hug that never ended.
blah. my same old problem. I feel alone. (even though I'm not)
ignore me.
butI'mterrified.
and my cold is back with a vengence. and my stomach has been bordering on upset for...what, a week?
it feels now like I haven't really made any friends here, at least not real ones, not the ones I could tell things like this. and livejournal just isn't the place, and honestly, I'm not sure I'd tell anyone anyway. I wish you guys were all here though....I would cram us all into a very tiny room and force everyone into a ginormous group hug that never ended.
blah. my same old problem. I feel alone. (even though I'm not)
ignore me.