Sep 27, 2005 20:49
my state of mind is illegal. i shouldnt feel this way. i can hardly focus on the present. not that im stuck on the past or obsessing over the future; i just cant focus on life. i feel out of reality. its oddly pleasing.
things arent quite going my way as im accustomed to, but they arent too bad. i feel like im learning from every move i make.
you are my enemy. all of you. no harm meant, but i am watching my back.
i think im in love with this feeling.