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you pick and click a nick, you chat, you meet, you fuck, and after that you forget like nothing's happend then... you chat again, you're goin to meet that same kind of person, and you're unconciously repeating that cycle again and again, and soon you'll realized that you dont respect yourself anymore.
entry made last 14 December 2003 @ 04:40 pm
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its been 5 years when i posted this entry. i'm into mirc chatting during my college days. i started when i was in sophomore years when i had my first desktop. while having research online, i have another window dedicated for chat, monitoring conversations on the main channel until sunrise. i'm not into EB's when i started. yeah right... hindi ako nagmamalinis. i'm just simply fond of having chit-chats with strangers. some of mirc friends can attest to that. no friendsters or other online profile networking that time and don't even know how to send and accept file transfer tru mirc. but i just really like the thought of talking to faceless pals thats it. if my memory serves me right, i had my first one on one EB when i was already in my junior years, i can still remember who he was. it was our first to meet someone from cyberspace. "first time mo?" yan ang tanungan namin nung nagkita kami. then became sort of friends and a batchmate when we became moderator of the channel. it was fun back then.
but here i am again, going back to old ways. i'm into mirc chatting again. like the old days i'm just monitoring the channel even without moderator's access. clicking on the links that those new breed of chatters posted on their ads. thats how i met the guy i recently went out with. kakatawa pa nga ang pick-up line ko nun. i'm insterested to know you more... ha ha ha, pero totoo naman. nakita ko na before ang picture na iyon, i'm wondering kung sino at nakita ko ulit naman ulit sa ibang pagkakataon, thats why i grabbed the opportunity to have a chat with the chatter who is posting it. ayaw ko na magkwento masyado nalulungkot lang ako sa kung ano ang nangyari sa amin... sa akin. 3 months to be exact, since we've firt met and i have consistently implying and telling him that i like him. ganun lang. hanggang ganun lang. ganun lang ata talaga. yun lang.
3 months to be exact, since we've first met.