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Had a concert today. They've become boring and routine.
Talking to Brett and Sam.
Someone's hatin on my life long career, usual.
Upset concerto competition is so soon. My own fault.
Don't care for my accompianist...
bad mood. Reading animal farm. Sucky book.
someone just said i was being mean. lol. i guess i don't care. theirs that numb feeling again, it's getting rather soothing comparing it to my usual hyperactive nervous reck strung out stress crazed stupid life. eh it's not stupid. it's just all those other things.
dad, out for the night, drinking? you bet.
and i still have to practice.
somone just asked me whats wrong and i said nothing. whats the point lol. again? yea. of course theirs something wrong! sometimes it's better to just say nothing at all.
Talking to Brett and Sam.
Someone's hatin on my life long career, usual.
Upset concerto competition is so soon. My own fault.
Don't care for my accompianist...
bad mood. Reading animal farm. Sucky book.
someone just said i was being mean. lol. i guess i don't care. theirs that numb feeling again, it's getting rather soothing comparing it to my usual hyperactive nervous reck strung out stress crazed stupid life. eh it's not stupid. it's just all those other things.
dad, out for the night, drinking? you bet.
and i still have to practice.
somone just asked me whats wrong and i said nothing. whats the point lol. again? yea. of course theirs something wrong! sometimes it's better to just say nothing at all.