Jan 13, 2006 17:49
ughhhhhh i hate it i put up with a lot i mean i had enought i dont need *PPL* making fun of me EVERYDAY and telling me evertyhign like im flat and i have no body and all this FUCK YOU I AM STILL GROWING BITCH its not like your johnney depp your self asshole ugh i am sick and tired of being treated like shit i dotn need it the only reason why i put up with it is for brian and i'd do it for him cuz i love him. but i cant stand you and sometimes you to they make fun of me talk bad about me call me ugly make jokes about me and they dont care if it hurts me. . . . well it does it does a lot. you might be some bitch that doesnt care if people thhink your the most disgusting person in the world but i do care i do and it really hurts when ppl that i thought were my friends treat me like this. OH I KNOW i always blame everything on you . .. .hmm maybe cuz its ALWAYS YOUR FLAUT asssholess but i do admit there are times when i am having a great time and you guys are funny and i laugh a lot and there are times and YOU are realy nice to me and i am happy that i can tell you anything and everything but then you turn when you are with your other half. i mean the first time i met you i thought you were the funniest thing ever same thing with you, both of you made me laugh soo much i had such a great time and i considered you both my great friends. but now it hurts to know the truth i dont need to be told i am ugly i dont need to put up with it anymore and it really hurts i dont want to go out tonight that is the kind of mood i am in i just feel real crappy about myself. i mean honestly YOU think its funny when ppl get hurt and you actually make fun of them now thats just being a jerk
i know you dont care. you might. but just to let you know both of you hurt me and i get it its a joke i can deal with them i always do but theres a line from humar to just plain jerkish. you dont care if i am upset or if you ruined my night or if you made me feel like shit i know i know that makes me feel worse. cuz i care if i hurt your feelings i do thats why i apologize cuz i dont like to have ppl hurt (unless i dont like them) so cant you just mature
&& its all to let you know how i feel btw you can stop with the flat&& ugly jokes i get it i'm not miss america but you dont have to bring me down