nada
hmm... i love life. sometimes.....
you know what- i don't care... don't care what some ass thinks.. it's done... it's over. and i really want nothing to do with people like that. i'm not perfect. no one is. but the funny thing is, while i understand my faults and am learning to deal with them, others have just as negative faults and think they're non existent. anyone who'd tell you to just forget your mom is wrong. but whatever.... i'm not going to keep worrying about those people anymore. i knew before heand that they would bring me down and that they'd be negative too.
work has been drama. karen gets me going about the probelms there sometimes.. i have to start telling her to stop... but i'm finding ways of not getting completely pissed. but i know now that the bakery is gonna drive me completely crazy. i'm looking into other jobs for fun,. karen is too... i'm not sure battling management is the way to go anymore. you can only say things so many times. and a business doesn't run itself. hopefully i can squeeze in a 2nd interview today. we'll see how it goes.
went to a small keg party saturday. i thought i deserved it. it was pretty fun. just chilled and watched one of mary's friends dance with her daughter. for some reason giggly girls made my drunkeness spiral downward. everytime i'd go in a quieter room, they'd be in there about 10 mins later. needless to say i couldn't drink anymore beer.
anyway... maybe i'll write more later...
later
me
you know what- i don't care... don't care what some ass thinks.. it's done... it's over. and i really want nothing to do with people like that. i'm not perfect. no one is. but the funny thing is, while i understand my faults and am learning to deal with them, others have just as negative faults and think they're non existent. anyone who'd tell you to just forget your mom is wrong. but whatever.... i'm not going to keep worrying about those people anymore. i knew before heand that they would bring me down and that they'd be negative too.
work has been drama. karen gets me going about the probelms there sometimes.. i have to start telling her to stop... but i'm finding ways of not getting completely pissed. but i know now that the bakery is gonna drive me completely crazy. i'm looking into other jobs for fun,. karen is too... i'm not sure battling management is the way to go anymore. you can only say things so many times. and a business doesn't run itself. hopefully i can squeeze in a 2nd interview today. we'll see how it goes.
went to a small keg party saturday. i thought i deserved it. it was pretty fun. just chilled and watched one of mary's friends dance with her daughter. for some reason giggly girls made my drunkeness spiral downward. everytime i'd go in a quieter room, they'd be in there about 10 mins later. needless to say i couldn't drink anymore beer.
anyway... maybe i'll write more later...
later
me