weekend blues
I did not have a very good weekend. I was very excited for it because my husband was going out of town on a hunting trip and I got to spend the whole weekend getting some much needed mommy baby time. But he was so cranky the entire weekend. He was very warm and his cheeks were pink, but the thermometer said he didn't have a temperature. Do those things lie? I swear mine does. I gave him some tylenol because I swear he had a slight fever. That didn't even seem to help much. He would only sleep in his swing. I just gave him even though it felt like a huge set back since we've been working so hard to wean him from his night swing sleeping. Then today was worse because the little upset tummy that was brewing on Saturday acted up and I was so nauseaus and light-headed. Luckily I got Spencer to sleep in his swing because I just broke down. I called my husband and asked when he would be home and he'd just left. I hung up on him. I was just livid. That's when I started crying. I couldn't get a hold of his mom and I didn't know who else to call. I don't live by my family. I called Dave back and was just bawling. He couldn't even understand me. He was able to get a hold of his mom and she came over and let me sleep. I don't know how people can do this alone.