I have ranted all I had to rant on my private Twitter. Now, can I go back to fight for right alongside these brave citizens? And I do hope it can be peaceful, on both sides, because watching all the violence that I have ever only seen in other countries is just really heartbreaking. As if Gaddafi v.s Libya is happening right in front of our faces. What has my beloved homeland become? Stay strong, rakyat.
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Other than that. Will you please stop telling me off about not finding a job. It's not my fault no one's calling me even after I've applied. It's not my fault no one's hiring me even after the interview. It's not that I didn't try - I've tried so much, and yet I've still seen ads that I have applied to a month ago still up like they had never seen my application. This field is so in-demand, and the fact that most companies here look for only Singaporeans or PR holders...heck, I just saw an ad that asks for ONLY SINGAPOREAN. That's why I've been ranting with Cha Sing, who has been looking since December too and is stuck in the same place as I am. She understands at least. Why can't anyone just see how discouraged we are. You are only making us feel more useless by the minute.
I'm going to disappear for 18 months. Will think about going back home for a week next month, and then begin submitting papers and all that for the hiatus. Hopefully it will do me some good. So if anyone has anything that I need to complete with, RP or whatever, let's do it quick. Nag me for it because I'm in a lousy mood lately (partly due to lack of sleep, sorry) and won't do unless you tell me. Spread the word because I don't feel like doing, especially since I only wait for people to talk to me anyway. That's you,
aimeeshii.