It's really, really nice when someone does reply to your depression rants with support and comfort and show that they care. 'Cause I believe that no one says something in public without meaning to let anyone know. Is a little response to show that you care really that troublesome? Not even a "you'll be alright"? I'm just saying, don't mind me.
But, after all the talk of encouragement and all that, I'm still trying to pick myself off the ground in the end. I don't know, it's probably because I just can't bear feeling like I have to leave soon. That alone is already depressing enough to give me all the worries and stress on unrelated stuffs. I'm pathetic, I know, but I can't help that this place means a lot to me. Not just because of friends, but of what I've gone through here. I'll just keep trying...
Meanwhile, I've gotten some Christmas (and birthday for some) presents for the usual recipients (of last 2 years), so keep your eyes out for mails in December, or if I'm slow enough, January. And if anyone else wants Christmas cards, send me your address through PM so I can get you one.
Went out to Empire Shopping Gallery with friends for lunch and a walk around. Enjoyed it. It's nice to be able to take your mind off all worries and have an outing.
By the way, Happy Thanksgiving. Thanks for all the times that you have to bear with me on here.
Eight Letters
Take That
We became the parade on the streets that we once cleaned
Expendable soldiers smiling at anything
Raised on a feeling our lives would have meaning eventually
We were once the answer and then you discover
You're actually just one thing after another
And what was the question and why was the lesson so deafening?
This is all that matters now
And that was all that happened anyhow
You can look back but don't stare
Maybe I can love you out of there
And when I went away what I forgot to say
Was all I had to say:
Eight letters, three words, one meaning
And outside forces didn't make it easy
So I thought I'd go before you leave me
Self-preservation was no explanation for anything
Oh but the truth is more than we'll ever comprehend
I'm just starting to understand, my friend
All of that distance, 'cause I fell in love with the enemy
This is all that matters now
And that was all that happened anyhow
You can look back but don't stare
Maybe I can love you out of there
And when I went away what I forgot to say
Was all I had to say:
Eight letters, three words, one meaning
And when I went away what I forgot to say
Was all I had to say:
Eight letters, three words, one meaning
At last, we meet on no man's land
Just footprints in the sand
We meet on no man's land, at last
And when I went away what I forgot to say
Was all I had to say:
Eight letters, three words, one meaning
And when I went away what I forgot to say
Was all I had to say:
Eight letters, three words, one meaning
One meaning
Just one meaning