christmas
christmas is so.....fake. blah i dunno im sick of it. yayyayaya its the holidays lets buy buy buy because we have to. does anyone buy because they want to anymore? honestly? and what the fuck happened to being nice on the holidays? maybe everyone that came into cracker barrel was just a fuckin asshole today. we were a giant asshole magnet. seriously. 2 different tables walked of mine walked on there check. one guy said "next time i want cold soup ill be sure to request you as my waitress" another lady almost had a heartattack when she learned we were out of grits. another CAME INTO THE KITCHEN because the cooks put her peaches on her pancakes instead of on the side and another waitress brought it out while i was busy with another table. who the fuck DOES THAT???!! everyone EVERYONE was rude as hell. its fuckin like 1:50 and yes we are out of grits and mac and cheese we close in 10 fuckin mins you fuck hole. every server was yellin at every other server the managers were yellin over the loud speaker at the servers in the back and the cooks and kitchen staff the servers were yellin at the cooks the cooks were yellin at the servers. fuckin 30 min ticket times. food doesnt EVER take that long. seriously it was like suddenly the managers forgot how to run a restaurant properly the cooks forgot how to fuckin cook the server assistants forgot how to set up trays properly the hosts forgot how to seat correctly. the actually made one of my tables move to another table in the middle of there meal! i didnt know till i came to check on them and they were gone. it was fuckin hell. beyond hell.
my dads lending me his car tonight. i havent drove a car since like last feb? yeah since chris got taken to jail. holy hell its been forever. im so excited its like im a lil kid that gets to ride his bike again after being grounded for a year. not that i really have anywhere to go besides to toms house. but i will still be alone in a car driving. no bus driver screaming with road rage and honking there horn like an absolute fucking asshole. no walking a mile almost to buy ciggs or a beer or anything else. i get to DRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i should just go for a drive to everywhere. EVERYWHERE.
my dads lending me his car tonight. i havent drove a car since like last feb? yeah since chris got taken to jail. holy hell its been forever. im so excited its like im a lil kid that gets to ride his bike again after being grounded for a year. not that i really have anywhere to go besides to toms house. but i will still be alone in a car driving. no bus driver screaming with road rage and honking there horn like an absolute fucking asshole. no walking a mile almost to buy ciggs or a beer or anything else. i get to DRIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i should just go for a drive to everywhere. EVERYWHERE.