I remember...

[angertookover]

I feel like i dont know anyone anymore. I used to be so close to so many. And its not like i stopped calling but people stopped answering. Maybe its my fault. It probrably is. Everything changed and its not that i stopped caring i just didnt want to make anyone uncomfortable. I bleeped myself out of exsistance. And now i sit and remember. I

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the rise and decline..

[anonymous]

i woudlnt ever say that someone forgets how to love someone. its not a feeling a that dissapears or fades away. its always tucked behind the softest parts of our hearts, and when it beats, it has its chance to feel embraced once more. as far as memory of a person goes, the faulty camera in our minds tends to fade with time, but those key moments are forever burned in the reel behind our eyes. you bring up a point of dissapointment... i wonder why? its only dissapointment if you beleive it yourself. at that time in your life, things seemed right, and thats what made you love life... so do you beleive it was a regret? only you can answer that, but as far as the judgements of others, never let that hinder what you want out of life.
a broken heart is the hardest thing to repair..assuming that it ever heals. again when two people share the same rise and decline of heart beats you know the other one suffers when its co-pilot skips a beat, or hurts from pain. dont beleive that anything ends, there are no endings, only new beginnings to a harder more real life. im sure forgetting someone is impossible, im damn sure love doesnt dissapear, but i do know that you should be happy, love life and look forward to the things that make you smile. i miss that side of you.. the laughter, the joy, and the jokes. the world moves fast, but not fast enough to take a break and breath. i can assure you that you are harbored closely to this persons heart, always will you have your spot. the rise and decline never was set off course..

Re: the rise and decline..

[angertookover]

No regrets and i will laugh again. Nothings over its just different, life goes on and i will too. My memories keep me saine for now, untill i can make new ones again.