and the sun shines on the bay
sometimes, ok all the time, it's funny to look back and laugh and what the hell was I thinking? I'm so flipping happy. I feel like he gets it. I can talk to him for hours and it doesn't get boring and he's still just as funny and interesting and SO LIKE ME, SO WHY WOULDN'T I BE CRAZY FOR HIM. and when there's a pause in the conversation i go pchoo pchoo pchoo and he gets mad I'm shooting lasers at him but then tells me I'm cute. and flirting in italian is so much better than english. ABBRACIAMI! let's cuddle.
I could also hang out with Dr. Ritter for like...the rest of my life. I hung out with him all day yesterday and naturally, today before I started my homework I went to visit him. I'm basically his favorite ever.
I AM SO STRESSED out about THAT. RandOM CapitALIzaTION. but seriously dude. what...I'm reaching threat level midnight. I'd rather be like surprised with 4 more papers to write by the end of the semester than deal with this. Like I said. Threat level midnight. It's getting dangerous and I feel like I might....explode...when I'm finally forced to deal. Maybe I'll never have to. hahaha. That'd be awesome. I just got really confused by itunes shuffle. omg 2 days. omg. ahhh! : )
someone is vacuuming and it's really flipping loud and my head hurts and I THINK whoa caps lock that was an accident that it's because I've been scrunching my face because it's bright. haha squinting. That's what I meant. OMG today is the next to last day of work. YES. My sunglasses have been on my head this whole time, I just put them on so I don't have to squint anymore. Now I can't see my computer screen. I hope someone walks by my room while I'm chilling here in my sunglasses. Maybe I could just put the shades down.
I do NOT wanna read this stupid book. I think....I'm like lashing out inside my head because I...feel guilty? hmm. do I feel guilty? Not really. I probably should. shrug. That's terrible, I'm a terrible person. haha I laughed while I typed that. I'm an awesome person, what are you talking about. I dunno. I don't flipping know. How the hell am I gonna do this? Because...because I know even if I just try to casually mention part of it, the whole thing is going to come tumbling out. Yes, this whole time. Yes, I lied. Because I had to and for a long time it didn't matter. But then all of a sudden...it did.
I have so many dishes to do, I think I might just throw them away.
I could also hang out with Dr. Ritter for like...the rest of my life. I hung out with him all day yesterday and naturally, today before I started my homework I went to visit him. I'm basically his favorite ever.
I AM SO STRESSED out about THAT. RandOM CapitALIzaTION. but seriously dude. what...I'm reaching threat level midnight. I'd rather be like surprised with 4 more papers to write by the end of the semester than deal with this. Like I said. Threat level midnight. It's getting dangerous and I feel like I might....explode...when I'm finally forced to deal. Maybe I'll never have to. hahaha. That'd be awesome. I just got really confused by itunes shuffle. omg 2 days. omg. ahhh! : )
someone is vacuuming and it's really flipping loud and my head hurts and I THINK whoa caps lock that was an accident that it's because I've been scrunching my face because it's bright. haha squinting. That's what I meant. OMG today is the next to last day of work. YES. My sunglasses have been on my head this whole time, I just put them on so I don't have to squint anymore. Now I can't see my computer screen. I hope someone walks by my room while I'm chilling here in my sunglasses. Maybe I could just put the shades down.
I do NOT wanna read this stupid book. I think....I'm like lashing out inside my head because I...feel guilty? hmm. do I feel guilty? Not really. I probably should. shrug. That's terrible, I'm a terrible person. haha I laughed while I typed that. I'm an awesome person, what are you talking about. I dunno. I don't flipping know. How the hell am I gonna do this? Because...because I know even if I just try to casually mention part of it, the whole thing is going to come tumbling out. Yes, this whole time. Yes, I lied. Because I had to and for a long time it didn't matter. But then all of a sudden...it did.
I have so many dishes to do, I think I might just throw them away.