*breathes in*

( Silence. )

I'm not going to be online in the next few weeks. Having Q fixed at the HP HQ, my phone line's & I'm taking a break from all emotional states that I don't need.

( Limit Break. )

How would you feel knowing you've been trying everything in your power to be someone's perfection.... only to rediscover you're nothing what they want. They just say that you're perfect the way you are & they like you for you, but when you ask them what they enjoy seeing, it's never you.

( And I don't know why. )

These days I don't bother to question people extensively when they start making excuses about spending less time with me or doing less for me.

( Cool. )

Nobody's Listening
Linkin Park

Come
Come
Come
Come
Coming at you
Come
Coming at you
Come
Coming at you...

Peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind that]
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of ( Read more... )

Freak it, I'm uberly sober right now. 20 minutes ago I was all happy dorky & now I'm like in the WTF mode ( Read more... )

AAARGH. That was so FUCKING LAME.

( Warning: WILL HURT. )

I'm still depressed.

( Release! )

Sometimes... I just wish life isn't so... perfect.( Because nobody cares. )

Sing a Dirge
Calyx

Sing a dirge

Feel the emptiness. When you know that you should feel something.

Yet nothing.

You can taste the freedom, almost touching it. Freedom from everyone.

Never trust anyone.

Pacing back and forth, in your room. Your mind a complete blank.

Yet your heart threatens to crush.

You want to attack, destroy, shut out everything you ( Read more... )