OKcupid Screening
Dear Diary,
for the past week, I've been okcupid screening. Met some assholes. Met some potentials. Met 2 guys who are worthy of keeping. met a guy from Chicago named Ryan who i hit it off with perfectly but we'll have to move states for it to work. lol.
My 2 guys so far? N (42 year old guy from SF), and A (european post doc, 33 years old). Why do I think I'll hit it off with A? Well, it's because he's very understanding and we spoke a lot of our happiness and how I'm lost careerwise right now. He said he was in bad times himself not so long ago. He seems to understand how I'm down in the dumps right now and asked me why and we talked about it. Also, I love guys with accents so this will be pretty cool. All the past European guys I've dated are all good kissers, good in bed, and I got along with them perfectly well. I am totally crazy about this A guy. I really really like him! he kept asking for a picture and i kept refusing and he finally said that he'll accept that. I can't wait to meet him. We're gonna meet when we have a chance. most likely better on the weekends for him since he works late. I mean, we started talking about our happiness and he asked me if I am happy with my life right now etc. I mean, the most important thing is me being happy right? Also, A seems mature enough for me. He's also went to med school and was a doctor for a while! whoohoo!!!! A smart guy! I need intelligent guys after Mark. I mean he's super smart and I was afraid that I wont meet another smart guy.
Actually, after every relationship, I always think "i dont know if I can find another guy that is this smart." Intelligence is very important to me because it depends on whether I can talk to someone and have a conversation with them or not. but hey, I just found someone smart! he has a PHD! yeah, I'm really into PHD guys for some odd reason.
Now I dont have much to say about N. He seems understanding enough too but he's older so maybe he's more mature but I doubt A is any less mature. A lives in Davis and N lives in SF. So meeting might be an issue. i dont know if A has a car but it doesnt matter to me because even if he doesnt have one, he can get one. he has a stable job.
I met J too but he doesnt have a car and lives in Citrus heights. I dont wannt to drive to a loser's house. and yes he is a loser.
I met Fred not too long ago but he's just a friend. He took me shopping 3 times and what he does is bring a stack of cash, gives it to me, and lets me spend everything. What did I get? I got stuff at michaels for my art projects, I got the "nakeds" bra from VS and 5 pair of panties. I bought food at Walmart and toiletries. He was amazed at how frugal I was. YES I WAS FRUGAL MARK!!!! Fred thought it was cool that I was so damn frugal and he said that he doesnt have a problem taking me shopping even though all he does is stand there and wait for me to get my stuff. oh yeah, I got a case for Dumbberry and a screen cover put on too. the case is great because it comes with a belt clip that I love. Fred said that he might come by tomorrow and take me shopping for some food. Food is nice! I need food! Fred is probably in his 60's if I'm guessing right.
I also met this guy named J, who is a musician and does that for a living. he was very weary of meeting me cuz I dont have a picture up but ended up wanting to get a drink but i declined. he sounded really stuckup. I might still meet him just for the hell of it but it's a maybe.
D is married and wanted an affair. I dropped him just like that.
Aaron is an ass. he basically started out dissing psychology and psych meds. haha! goodbye Aaron. you're an ASSHOLE.
J is an airplane mechanic and we were suppose to meet yesterday but i couldnt get a hold of him. i emailed him and is still waiting for a response. oh yeah, he lives very close to me however, just sold his car. so that wont be a problem but he's a casual drug user and a smoker. i dont know if that will be a problem or not. it depends on how into it he is.
oh yeah, A is a smoker too. I'm trying to quit damn it! If I date that guy, I'll end up smoking forever!
goddamn! I have too many guys on my list! What other guys am i missing? nobody that i dont have the number to.
WISH ME LUCK WITH A!!!! I really like him and really want him! really badly! HOWEVER, N and I seems to have a higher percentage match, it's 81%!!!
damn! isnt that a lot of guys? I'm just assuming that Mark wont speak to me again even though my doctor said that he's guessing that he'll speak to me again. if my doctor is right, then I dunno what the hell will happen. seriously, I'm perfectly content hanging out with mark as friends with benefits. I mean I'd get all my wants fulfilled with mark. we talk, we connect, we have awesome sex, and what else is there to want in life?
for the past week, I've been okcupid screening. Met some assholes. Met some potentials. Met 2 guys who are worthy of keeping. met a guy from Chicago named Ryan who i hit it off with perfectly but we'll have to move states for it to work. lol.
My 2 guys so far? N (42 year old guy from SF), and A (european post doc, 33 years old). Why do I think I'll hit it off with A? Well, it's because he's very understanding and we spoke a lot of our happiness and how I'm lost careerwise right now. He said he was in bad times himself not so long ago. He seems to understand how I'm down in the dumps right now and asked me why and we talked about it. Also, I love guys with accents so this will be pretty cool. All the past European guys I've dated are all good kissers, good in bed, and I got along with them perfectly well. I am totally crazy about this A guy. I really really like him! he kept asking for a picture and i kept refusing and he finally said that he'll accept that. I can't wait to meet him. We're gonna meet when we have a chance. most likely better on the weekends for him since he works late. I mean, we started talking about our happiness and he asked me if I am happy with my life right now etc. I mean, the most important thing is me being happy right? Also, A seems mature enough for me. He's also went to med school and was a doctor for a while! whoohoo!!!! A smart guy! I need intelligent guys after Mark. I mean he's super smart and I was afraid that I wont meet another smart guy.
Actually, after every relationship, I always think "i dont know if I can find another guy that is this smart." Intelligence is very important to me because it depends on whether I can talk to someone and have a conversation with them or not. but hey, I just found someone smart! he has a PHD! yeah, I'm really into PHD guys for some odd reason.
Now I dont have much to say about N. He seems understanding enough too but he's older so maybe he's more mature but I doubt A is any less mature. A lives in Davis and N lives in SF. So meeting might be an issue. i dont know if A has a car but it doesnt matter to me because even if he doesnt have one, he can get one. he has a stable job.
I met J too but he doesnt have a car and lives in Citrus heights. I dont wannt to drive to a loser's house. and yes he is a loser.
I met Fred not too long ago but he's just a friend. He took me shopping 3 times and what he does is bring a stack of cash, gives it to me, and lets me spend everything. What did I get? I got stuff at michaels for my art projects, I got the "nakeds" bra from VS and 5 pair of panties. I bought food at Walmart and toiletries. He was amazed at how frugal I was. YES I WAS FRUGAL MARK!!!! Fred thought it was cool that I was so damn frugal and he said that he doesnt have a problem taking me shopping even though all he does is stand there and wait for me to get my stuff. oh yeah, I got a case for Dumbberry and a screen cover put on too. the case is great because it comes with a belt clip that I love. Fred said that he might come by tomorrow and take me shopping for some food. Food is nice! I need food! Fred is probably in his 60's if I'm guessing right.
I also met this guy named J, who is a musician and does that for a living. he was very weary of meeting me cuz I dont have a picture up but ended up wanting to get a drink but i declined. he sounded really stuckup. I might still meet him just for the hell of it but it's a maybe.
D is married and wanted an affair. I dropped him just like that.
Aaron is an ass. he basically started out dissing psychology and psych meds. haha! goodbye Aaron. you're an ASSHOLE.
J is an airplane mechanic and we were suppose to meet yesterday but i couldnt get a hold of him. i emailed him and is still waiting for a response. oh yeah, he lives very close to me however, just sold his car. so that wont be a problem but he's a casual drug user and a smoker. i dont know if that will be a problem or not. it depends on how into it he is.
oh yeah, A is a smoker too. I'm trying to quit damn it! If I date that guy, I'll end up smoking forever!
goddamn! I have too many guys on my list! What other guys am i missing? nobody that i dont have the number to.
WISH ME LUCK WITH A!!!! I really like him and really want him! really badly! HOWEVER, N and I seems to have a higher percentage match, it's 81%!!!
damn! isnt that a lot of guys? I'm just assuming that Mark wont speak to me again even though my doctor said that he's guessing that he'll speak to me again. if my doctor is right, then I dunno what the hell will happen. seriously, I'm perfectly content hanging out with mark as friends with benefits. I mean I'd get all my wants fulfilled with mark. we talk, we connect, we have awesome sex, and what else is there to want in life?