Bai-Bai.
Well ANYWAYS, I'm going away for a few days.Only like 2, should be back Saturday. I feel bad for leaving, because I know JR isn't too hot right now, and I feel bad because I seem to be failing him terribly.
I'm going to write him a letter, which I've started, and finish it up there, and and and and and and and send post card! Anddd I don't know. I feel bad because I can't make him all too happy. I can't do what I want to do... and that hurts. I want to be with him, make him happy... I feel like it's only him making me happy.. and that's not what I want... I want to make him happy. He tells me he does, and I know this is a bad time.. but but it still kinda makes me feel bad..
I'll live though. I'll miss you guys.. I love you guys.
I love you J.R. Please cheer up. Life will always shoot you down, but you have to get up and shoot it down. I love you true, you love to argue with me that you love me more.. but honestly I can't that possible. It has to be the same. ^_^
I'm going to write him a letter, which I've started, and finish it up there, and and and and and and and send post card! Anddd I don't know. I feel bad because I can't make him all too happy. I can't do what I want to do... and that hurts. I want to be with him, make him happy... I feel like it's only him making me happy.. and that's not what I want... I want to make him happy. He tells me he does, and I know this is a bad time.. but but it still kinda makes me feel bad..
I'll live though. I'll miss you guys.. I love you guys.
I love you J.R. Please cheer up. Life will always shoot you down, but you have to get up and shoot it down. I love you true, you love to argue with me that you love me more.. but honestly I can't that possible. It has to be the same. ^_^