I am bringing out the confessions!
I've come to my wits I have.
And I've decided that I don't care who knows it. I don't care what ANYONE of you thinks of the situation. Think me as a slut/whore/backstabber/man hopper whatever you will. But let it be known, that you are all very wrong. You don't know the details and you have no right to judge.
Well I'm sorry Luther. I love you, I do, but age differences like that bite. They bite like no other. But I think you knew something judging by how you wanted to be able to date others.
I am indeed in love. Sure say it's just crush, whatever. But I feel deeper than that. He talks to me and makes me feel so good. There's really something about him I still can't place or even try to imagine what it is that makes him so high rated with me. He makes me feel a lot of things that I never really felt before, and what before he makes the emotions rush. He is so special to me, not to say anyone else isn't important to me, but he topped the charts like no other. He washed over me like a wave and took pain away. Like feelings for Stuart and others that were from my past. He makes me feel like there is a thing of true devotion. That I can be with him and just be free of all thoughts and feel for only him. Lately I've been able to go to bed with a clear head and be able to sleep well. I can tell you though, that when he uttered the words that he loved me on the phone.. I was just so overwhelmed.. not in a bad way or anything. Felt nice actually. I'm normally the first to say I love you.
I post this because I DON'T CARE. And what others think shouldn't make a damn difference to me. And on another note. NO I DIDN'T LEAVE LUTHER TO BE WITH JR. There were things there that just shouldn't have been.
So hate me, whatever. But I'm damn well happy and screw you if you think you can take it away.
And I've decided that I don't care who knows it. I don't care what ANYONE of you thinks of the situation. Think me as a slut/whore/backstabber/man hopper whatever you will. But let it be known, that you are all very wrong. You don't know the details and you have no right to judge.
Well I'm sorry Luther. I love you, I do, but age differences like that bite. They bite like no other. But I think you knew something judging by how you wanted to be able to date others.
I am indeed in love. Sure say it's just crush, whatever. But I feel deeper than that. He talks to me and makes me feel so good. There's really something about him I still can't place or even try to imagine what it is that makes him so high rated with me. He makes me feel a lot of things that I never really felt before, and what before he makes the emotions rush. He is so special to me, not to say anyone else isn't important to me, but he topped the charts like no other. He washed over me like a wave and took pain away. Like feelings for Stuart and others that were from my past. He makes me feel like there is a thing of true devotion. That I can be with him and just be free of all thoughts and feel for only him. Lately I've been able to go to bed with a clear head and be able to sleep well. I can tell you though, that when he uttered the words that he loved me on the phone.. I was just so overwhelmed.. not in a bad way or anything. Felt nice actually. I'm normally the first to say I love you.
I post this because I DON'T CARE. And what others think shouldn't make a damn difference to me. And on another note. NO I DIDN'T LEAVE LUTHER TO BE WITH JR. There were things there that just shouldn't have been.
So hate me, whatever. But I'm damn well happy and screw you if you think you can take it away.