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lifes been good to me. Theres those occassional downer times but mostly theres UPs. I think I am finally growing up. Ya kinda dumb to say at my age seeing as I should have a long time ago but I guess everyone grows up in their own time and at their own speed. I now know wat I want. And who I want. I havent known that for a long time but now I do. Its such a wonderful feeling to FINALLY know wat I want. Im not longer lost and depressed and feeling a lil slow to my friends. I have taken the time to realize wat I want and who I want because of my own experiences and needs. Ive been TRUELY BLESSED!!!!!!
I have turned a lil around about my attitude and feelings towards some people. I am desperately trying to get my and Theresas friendship back. Mine and Tiffs are shaky. I dont see her or have the time mostly to get ours back. but we do talk so its not like I dont want it back. I think me and her are focusing on our own lives and not on each others. Which is the best thing for us at this point. High school is all about making the life you want and making the friends who will stick with you for a life time after High school. I made two friends that will be those for me no doubt. One in 4th and the other in 8th. They may not know this yet but I have a feeling they will be one of the few in that group of friends that will remain in ur life as u move on from high school. Theres some others that I can see this always happening to. (Jennifer and Jenna) You four have been here for me time after time after time and YES time after time lol. I lvoe you guys to death and am soo grateful to have met each one of you and been able to experience your lives and take part in most of the problems you had in high school LMFAO. lol.
Well as most are seeing.....I am, I wont say "avoiding", staying a distance away from some people whom I used to think I wanted to be or be around. Its not that they are bad people....I just dont feel like I and THEM have any room for one another in each others. Yea it sucks but its life and not to be mean but im fine with the idea. sry if u feel i am avoiding you and I am even more sry that you think I am friends with someone of my "friends" now because its a matter of convience........that sucks that you feel that and think it. Maybe Im not the only one who dont know the other person. guess neither of us know one another as we thought. oh well though wats done is done and theres no going back.
I have turned a lil around about my attitude and feelings towards some people. I am desperately trying to get my and Theresas friendship back. Mine and Tiffs are shaky. I dont see her or have the time mostly to get ours back. but we do talk so its not like I dont want it back. I think me and her are focusing on our own lives and not on each others. Which is the best thing for us at this point. High school is all about making the life you want and making the friends who will stick with you for a life time after High school. I made two friends that will be those for me no doubt. One in 4th and the other in 8th. They may not know this yet but I have a feeling they will be one of the few in that group of friends that will remain in ur life as u move on from high school. Theres some others that I can see this always happening to. (Jennifer and Jenna) You four have been here for me time after time after time and YES time after time lol. I lvoe you guys to death and am soo grateful to have met each one of you and been able to experience your lives and take part in most of the problems you had in high school LMFAO. lol.
Well as most are seeing.....I am, I wont say "avoiding", staying a distance away from some people whom I used to think I wanted to be or be around. Its not that they are bad people....I just dont feel like I and THEM have any room for one another in each others. Yea it sucks but its life and not to be mean but im fine with the idea. sry if u feel i am avoiding you and I am even more sry that you think I am friends with someone of my "friends" now because its a matter of convience........that sucks that you feel that and think it. Maybe Im not the only one who dont know the other person. guess neither of us know one another as we thought. oh well though wats done is done and theres no going back.