Life has been patiently waiting for me....
I don't know what I've done since I last updated or the order in which it should be put. So I'll just throw things out there. I don't really do much. I lead a really boring life.
Paul and I started talking and he decided to come out on Thursday night. I think he spent like, four times the amount of time he was here in a car. He's crazy. We didn't work anything out. I cried a lot. We're not getting back together, not anytime soon, and more then likely never. Right now, I've come to accept that. Tomorrow morning I may wake up and decide I'm not okay with it. But at this moment, right now, I am okay. It hurts, it sucks, I hate it. But there's nothing I can do about it so I just have to move on.
I've spent a lot of time over at Timmy's. Hung out last night outside, just talking and chillin', with Jess (who I absolutely adore), Rosco, and James. Had a good time. Went back tonight because we had baked Timmy a cake (it's his birthday!) Then just hung around with Timmy and Diana (who I swear, talks more than me...if that's humanly possible. But she's a real sweet girl).
Lee took me out to lunch today, we went to Dr. Unks (get the play there? Drunks? haha. It's quite ingenious if you ask me). Had a good time. Went to Christy's Euro Pub tonight with Amanda for dinner, another good time. We were going to go to the fair but they closed because of the rain and the lightening so we went out to dinner instead.
I went and applied for jobs, but noone's called me back, so I guess Monday I'm back out there searching for one. I hate job hunting. I've never had to do it before. It sucks.
Right now I'm kinda tired, but I'm not sure I want to go to bed. This was the stupidest entry ever. Rawr.
Paul and I started talking and he decided to come out on Thursday night. I think he spent like, four times the amount of time he was here in a car. He's crazy. We didn't work anything out. I cried a lot. We're not getting back together, not anytime soon, and more then likely never. Right now, I've come to accept that. Tomorrow morning I may wake up and decide I'm not okay with it. But at this moment, right now, I am okay. It hurts, it sucks, I hate it. But there's nothing I can do about it so I just have to move on.
I've spent a lot of time over at Timmy's. Hung out last night outside, just talking and chillin', with Jess (who I absolutely adore), Rosco, and James. Had a good time. Went back tonight because we had baked Timmy a cake (it's his birthday!) Then just hung around with Timmy and Diana (who I swear, talks more than me...if that's humanly possible. But she's a real sweet girl).
Lee took me out to lunch today, we went to Dr. Unks (get the play there? Drunks? haha. It's quite ingenious if you ask me). Had a good time. Went to Christy's Euro Pub tonight with Amanda for dinner, another good time. We were going to go to the fair but they closed because of the rain and the lightening so we went out to dinner instead.
I went and applied for jobs, but noone's called me back, so I guess Monday I'm back out there searching for one. I hate job hunting. I've never had to do it before. It sucks.
Right now I'm kinda tired, but I'm not sure I want to go to bed. This was the stupidest entry ever. Rawr.