Hmm when I read that I couldn't help but realize that I am one of those people that takes advantage of what I have. I know what I have, and I'm thankful...as I am sure everyone is thankful at some point or another for what they have...but yes, things do get old...do become routine. That's why I don't want to be home anymore but you want to have a home. You know? Yes.
I haven't seen you all summer...except for that hot second that you were at my house at the beginning of the summer. Work, bleh. You work much more than I do, so I really shouldn't complain.
You aren't a burden on people, Meg. Phil wants to be there for you. It's not like he's "taking care of you"...I'm fairly certain you are still able to take care of yourself. He's just /there/ for you. Let him be.
Right now your family situation sucks...and I'm not overlooking that or trying to say stuff that will make it better because I can't do that. Boy do I wish I could...but I can't. However, instead of going to the park next time, why don't you give me a call and we can meet somewhere and we'll go out for a real meal. No more fast food...or how about all of just get together and be carefree again. You know, like old times.
I didn't think that graduating would actually mean not seeing some of my friends. Sure, I knew that I wouldn't see all the same familiar faces in the hall...but I didn't really care about those people. But I also didn't think that I wouldn't see you anymore. It's only the summer too...the summer has happened every year of our education and never has the separationg happened...but now that it's the summer before college all of a sudden it's just different. I don't want it to be different anymore.
What I'm trying to say is that it should have to change. Everything around you is changing right now but let's not let go of our friendship, ok? And I know it's been my fault too because I haven't really made any attempts at contacting you to hang out. But after reading your post, I don't want you to feel without at home anymore. Maybe physically you don't have a home...well, a house that is...but you know that you can always call on any of us to come and stay at our houses because we all love you. And you know that! It's not a burden. You're not a burden. Not to anyone. Don't ever feel that way. EVER! Because you're our friend.
I love you Meg and miss you tons. I'm sorry that everything has been changing on you and I'm sorry that so much is messed up. If I knew all the answers I'd definitely let you know! We need to talk to each other and make some plans in the near future...next week? Yes.
I love you tons. And I mean that with all my heart, Meg.
I haven't seen you all summer...except for that hot second that you were at my house at the beginning of the summer. Work, bleh. You work much more than I do, so I really shouldn't complain.
You aren't a burden on people, Meg. Phil wants to be there for you. It's not like he's "taking care of you"...I'm fairly certain you are still able to take care of yourself. He's just /there/ for you. Let him be.
Right now your family situation sucks...and I'm not overlooking that or trying to say stuff that will make it better because I can't do that. Boy do I wish I could...but I can't. However, instead of going to the park next time, why don't you give me a call and we can meet somewhere and we'll go out for a real meal. No more fast food...or how about all of just get together and be carefree again. You know, like old times.
I didn't think that graduating would actually mean not seeing some of my friends. Sure, I knew that I wouldn't see all the same familiar faces in the hall...but I didn't really care about those people. But I also didn't think that I wouldn't see you anymore. It's only the summer too...the summer has happened every year of our education and never has the separationg happened...but now that it's the summer before college all of a sudden it's just different. I don't want it to be different anymore.
What I'm trying to say is that it should have to change. Everything around you is changing right now but let's not let go of our friendship, ok? And I know it's been my fault too because I haven't really made any attempts at contacting you to hang out. But after reading your post, I don't want you to feel without at home anymore. Maybe physically you don't have a home...well, a house that is...but you know that you can always call on any of us to come and stay at our houses because we all love you. And you know that! It's not a burden. You're not a burden. Not to anyone. Don't ever feel that way. EVER! Because you're our friend.
I love you Meg and miss you tons. I'm sorry that everything has been changing on you and I'm sorry that so much is messed up. If I knew all the answers I'd definitely let you know! We need to talk to each other and make some plans in the near future...next week? Yes.
I love you tons. And I mean that with all my heart, Meg.
--Kris
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We all do it.
Everyone.
And it is necssary.
I love you too.
I miss everyone.
We should def. do something next week.
I took off until next friday.
So I'm free.
Thank you for being there.
Thank you for your friendship.
I never though I would ever ever miss school...
but I kind of do...
just a little though.
:)
call me.
Text me.
e-mail me.
we'll make plans.
love. love. love.
I would never forget about you.
Friends forever.
No matter how long its been.
*muah*
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