Too good to be true?
has anyone ever felt like a friendship is too good to be true? this weekend was amazing, and even that word isnt enough to describe the passion i felt over the weekend. i spent almost all of my time with Alejandro. i cant remember the last time someone made me feel so perfect. and i dont think i have ever known someone to be so wonderful to me. "Have i told you today that you are beautiful?" no one in my life... has ever... made me so happy. and the worst part, he leaves to go to Miami Wednesday and i leave for Tahoe on Saturday. i will miss the comfort he gives me. this weekend he and i kicked ass in pool and won all three games against Jessica and Rick. i was actually kicking ass that night. for the first time in i think a year and a half, i drank. not much but i still had a couple Caronas. It was nice. Went to to the fair on sunday. i wasnt allowed to pay for anything. i wasnt even allowed to bring my purse inside. I think this may have to do with Alejandros culture, but im loving it. some how i will pay him back though. we actually went on more then 3 rides!! it was the way a fair was supposed to be. ate alot, plaied games, went on rides, ate some more.i worked alot this weekend. 16 hours in 2 days. alot. didnt sleep much, but it was fine because all the while i wasnt sleeping i was staring into the eyes of a beautiful person. i look at what he wrote on my hand saturday night "Eres Hermosa" he said it is completely true. i had to ask someone to translate it to me but that was a good laugh. i cant stop hearing the words "Aye Emillia!" it just seems too good to be true, and i know its bad to be pessimistic, but i have not found one flaw on this man. he makes me laugh and smile and while many other people do, something is different and its not love, not now anyway. i know there is so much more potential for the future, but i just dont know...