I'm tempted to return to trying to play in desperatefans and dfgen2. I kind of miss some of my lot.

Whether this is what I really want to do/is wise to do is still debatable.

As most of you know, in three weeks I leave to go to college, where I'll be living alone for the first time ever, and be as far away from any family memeber as I have ever been. This has left me feeling a bit clingy and worried, so I'm going be scarce for a while; I need to spend time with my family, get my life in order, and all that fun stuff. If ( Read more... )

I should stop wanting to shriek at the mention of something I myself participate in, and that everyone else loves. I should also stop guilting about something that I have been told countless times that was not my fault. I should stop feeling like a failure for tiny, pointless things that happened years ago and that no one else probably remembers ( Read more... )