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i'm really upset.
and sick & tired.
of people getting hurt. because it makes me get sick to my stomach.
i dont want people no fuck people
i dont want my FRIENDS getting hurt
and if its because of me then it makes it all the more horrible.
sometimes i feel so selfish. because i'm always hoping they won't get hurt
because if thye do i don't know if i really am that strong enough to protect them
how can i when i can't even protect myself.
so, i have no clue.
i want to move away.
and have a little house w/ select people
i love you paulina, jeremiah & alex.
*sigh*
lifes a bitch.
and sick & tired.
of people getting hurt. because it makes me get sick to my stomach.
i dont want people no fuck people
i dont want my FRIENDS getting hurt
and if its because of me then it makes it all the more horrible.
sometimes i feel so selfish. because i'm always hoping they won't get hurt
because if thye do i don't know if i really am that strong enough to protect them
how can i when i can't even protect myself.
so, i have no clue.
i want to move away.
and have a little house w/ select people
i love you paulina, jeremiah & alex.
*sigh*
lifes a bitch.