there was once a girl who was summer skin she had the body of a rose and smelt of oriental tea
there was once a girl who believed in love and then she found a shadow of a boy, who wore a top hat
and together they fell down down a rabbit-hole
and into a sea.

dad, why are you/did you quit your job?
do you think my mom is oging to take care of me?

blargh.
maybe if i wasn't such a failure. i wish i were the type of person that could keep people coming back
but i'm not.

if i could rip out all my parts & sew on new gorgeous ones i surely would
but even then i'd still feel the same.
whats it like to be amazing ( Read more... )

sometimes its like you were never real
like i had to have made it up
doesn't it seem things are actually perfect in stories & sometimes movies?
why.
well i guess film & pen must hold such magic.
i don't want to eat anymore, atl east nnot till later tommorow
forget this because it was never realmaybe i too rejoice my deppression, i guess putting ( Read more... )

i listened to padraic my prince all the time, and i always wondered. why does this song attract me so? why do i cry so inevitably whenever i hear it? why. why ( Read more... )

i have new sheets
this makes me happy
am i falling out?
the distance we had had is maing me think.
maybe i'm just skeptical
no
i love you.

music. everyone loves music. well the smart ones atleast. and everyone praises music, but what is music made of? besides the whistling wind and strum of bodies ( Read more... )

and maybe we could have the simplest of lifes, not mediocre, but simple. with photos and blit candles, pianos and drums. we could have think incense sticks and christmas light, and many silly kitties and corgies, we will have a garden of colours of all kind, earth toned, winter toned, pinks and purples. the night-sky and stars will make love, ( Read more... )

its weird. i mean, i feel bad, i don't want him anymore, but he's all over me now, its too too late. i'm sorry. he lost his chance, you say your mean to everyone & that i got the least of it, well, thne i don't want to know what would have happened if i were everyone else. *sigh* you are beautiful to me still, and fair. but, the only thing i can ( Read more... )

( suck me under )

hmm, i'm a little angry, ok alot, i can't go w/ frankee tmro & its her birthday
happy birthday lover!
she inspired me to take pictures so here's the daytime and the next set will be the sunset ones.
( photos. )