the forward pull.

[angelpv]

I am having good moments, I am having bad moments.

I am fighting with my own head and heart.
I am struggling with my anger & sadness.

I am working my best to move forward... and it is hard pull.

I can not define my progress by days right now, just in good moments... that will eventually (hopefully)outweigh the bad.

So the process is blue... so it is hard and dragging... but yet... I pull... to hopefully pull out, pull away, and to be on the other side.

The other side drives me, and calls me forward.

I am trying to put in positive words here.... but I feel at a loss for them at the moment.

I always have tried to see the bright side, the good side.... but it is a little dark right now.