Stress-stress-stress
It needs to be summer already.
Or well, no. It needs to be some magical time where I won't have anything to do, no deadlines to work under and problems to figure out, and no stupid friends to deal with. I'm just....getting tired of a lot of things, I think. The only plus thing is that I've just finished and emailed my piece for the exchange I'd signed up for about two months ago, which is helpful.
On the other hand, it has recently been deciding that I'll be taking Pre-Calc/Trigonometry over the summer, classes for which start June 21st and end July 20-something. Basically my whole summer. I'm also having to call UAH when I can during the mornings to figure out issues like being there for orientation and not getting some stuff over the mail.
Classes....well. IB testing coming up. Then finals at the end of the month, then graduation. I'm currently in the middle of forking over about 600 bucks for IB-related testing stuff, which is just...not what we need right now. And on top of that, friends are being idiots, one friend in particular most of all, though I've recently also had the amazing experience of having someone come up to me, tell me I've ruined our friendship, then giving me an expectant look when I told them I didn't know what they were referring to. After standing there and listening to me apologize profusely for having dared do something like thing of myself when it came to private matters, instead of considering how the decision could possibly and in any way affect her, she just goes 'Whatever' and storms off.
Panicking and curling up on the floor in the hall? Not fun. And now she's making a point of acting like I don't exist. People are douches and idiots and a lot of things forever, and I don't want to deal with it anymore. Life is just stupid that way.
On the plus side, no class till noon tomorrow. Sleeping in has to count for something, right?
Or well, no. It needs to be some magical time where I won't have anything to do, no deadlines to work under and problems to figure out, and no stupid friends to deal with. I'm just....getting tired of a lot of things, I think. The only plus thing is that I've just finished and emailed my piece for the exchange I'd signed up for about two months ago, which is helpful.
On the other hand, it has recently been deciding that I'll be taking Pre-Calc/Trigonometry over the summer, classes for which start June 21st and end July 20-something. Basically my whole summer. I'm also having to call UAH when I can during the mornings to figure out issues like being there for orientation and not getting some stuff over the mail.
Classes....well. IB testing coming up. Then finals at the end of the month, then graduation. I'm currently in the middle of forking over about 600 bucks for IB-related testing stuff, which is just...not what we need right now. And on top of that, friends are being idiots, one friend in particular most of all, though I've recently also had the amazing experience of having someone come up to me, tell me I've ruined our friendship, then giving me an expectant look when I told them I didn't know what they were referring to. After standing there and listening to me apologize profusely for having dared do something like thing of myself when it came to private matters, instead of considering how the decision could possibly and in any way affect her, she just goes 'Whatever' and storms off.
Panicking and curling up on the floor in the hall? Not fun. And now she's making a point of acting like I don't exist. People are douches and idiots and a lot of things forever, and I don't want to deal with it anymore. Life is just stupid that way.
On the plus side, no class till noon tomorrow. Sleeping in has to count for something, right?