The heart that stills. . .
Man, a half hour ago my system was definately down and now I"m wide awake. I'm mad my roomate had the audacity to stroll in here at 2.15 in the morning. Well later today we're all going to get nerf guns and raid S.H.A.G. I want my revenge dammit. Today was a good yet shitty day. I was having an awesome time with my friends and then I kept hearing the same old shit I didn't want to hear.
The worst of it is I can't talk about it anymore. I want to talk to daniel but he won't have the time. And I'm not going to give L any ammunition. Although I kinda want her to tell me to shut the fuck up so we can just fight. I need an excuse to stay cooped up in my room for awhile. The dent in the wall makes all the live nukes they'll need for a while. Well they should feel good while they have time to. Either way they'll be acted upon by either me or karma. At this point I must say karma is working a little slow.
What the hell it's 2.42 and my roomate just walked out. We won't be having this shit. It's a sat. so I'll be cool but she better not make this a habit. (she forgot her key). Now's she's staying downstairs for w/e reason. . .weirdo.
I"m still trying to see if I really want to go out with a certain someone. But as always I worry I can't make him happy. How stupid of me to think that way. I make alot of people laugh but the difference b/t that and happiness is like that of love and sex. What am I looking for? Love or sex? Or maybe proof that I'm fated to be lonely. Should I go for it? I mean I've never really been with anyone, and I don't want to mess things up this first go round.
Korean rock paper scissors is awesome. *whacks L* *stops to laugh* *gets whacked by L* *messes up the game for the 50th time* *is happy*
My head really hurts from being so pissed off (or from rory and L whacking me). SWG. If it weren't for them I wouldn't have 90 pct of the shit in my life. Ah! Little tokyo today. (roomate starts hwk) Later today I'll be just as content as my new usual.
"My darkness is a wall to keep you away but I'm starting to realize it keeps me from you"
The worst of it is I can't talk about it anymore. I want to talk to daniel but he won't have the time. And I'm not going to give L any ammunition. Although I kinda want her to tell me to shut the fuck up so we can just fight. I need an excuse to stay cooped up in my room for awhile. The dent in the wall makes all the live nukes they'll need for a while. Well they should feel good while they have time to. Either way they'll be acted upon by either me or karma. At this point I must say karma is working a little slow.
What the hell it's 2.42 and my roomate just walked out. We won't be having this shit. It's a sat. so I'll be cool but she better not make this a habit. (she forgot her key). Now's she's staying downstairs for w/e reason. . .weirdo.
I"m still trying to see if I really want to go out with a certain someone. But as always I worry I can't make him happy. How stupid of me to think that way. I make alot of people laugh but the difference b/t that and happiness is like that of love and sex. What am I looking for? Love or sex? Or maybe proof that I'm fated to be lonely. Should I go for it? I mean I've never really been with anyone, and I don't want to mess things up this first go round.
Korean rock paper scissors is awesome. *whacks L* *stops to laugh* *gets whacked by L* *messes up the game for the 50th time* *is happy*
My head really hurts from being so pissed off (or from rory and L whacking me). SWG. If it weren't for them I wouldn't have 90 pct of the shit in my life. Ah! Little tokyo today. (roomate starts hwk) Later today I'll be just as content as my new usual.
"My darkness is a wall to keep you away but I'm starting to realize it keeps me from you"