Jul 22, 2006 21:25
I'm really not doing so great. I am very worn out, very stressed out. I'm having a hard time dealing with things because I don't have the time to let things settle.. so once I actually have a few moments to myself everything starts crashing down around me. I don't know what is wrong with me. I randomly just start to cry now. I become overwhelmed, and then something pops into my head.. and I cry... sometimes it's just a person I haven't seen, sometimes it's something serious, sometimes it's just because I'm tired.. I try to control it. I try not to cry. but sometimes, I just can't help it. I just I need things to get better.. I need to slow down.. I need to take a break..
Something good that is going on is that I've been hanging out with my cousin Travis. I hadn't seen him in probably 6 or 7 years. It's great to talk to him again. Family is so important, even if shit happens sometimes. I'm glad that we got in touch again. :-D