sun
the sun coming through my window feels so good.. like it loves me (: i think the sun loves us all.. it loves the earth, loves us humans, loves all creatures.. that's why it rises for us everyday. we could not live without it.. and it would not exist if not for us. it would have no reason to be in the sky unless we were here for it to warm.. it gives us life. thank you sun!
i saw natalie this morning.. she came for breakfast! it was nice to see her and talk to her.. we made french toast, potatoes, eggs, and oatmeal. it was all yummy! i have fun with natalie.. she's so easy to laugh with and be yourself with. she loves people and it's so easy to be around her.. she's a very good, life-long friend. she invited me to come sew with her and her friends.. i thought that was sweet of her. i think i'm going to go with her the next time she sews with them.. i don't really know any of the girls well but it would be nice to see who they are. and i love being creative, even if i struggle a lot with the sewing machine!
right now i'm sitting in the beautiful sun and uploading music to my ipod so that i can go to the gym. and my sweet, little kitty is trying to desperately jump on my lap, but there's not much room! i love her, she's such a cuddler. when i'm sad, she's the one i love to hold. there's something different about her.. i call her indigo kitty because there's something so intelligent and conscious about her. i love all my animals.. right now they are all laying in the sunlight too. it makes their fur all warm and soft..
sam went to play paintball today with his friends.. i'm glad, i know he has fun and i love that he has friends. i would never want him to stay home with me all the time, nor would i want to stay home with him all the time either.. of course i miss him when he's away from me, but i love that we both have things we love to do, both together and apart. we are one but also ourselves.. best friends and love/soul mates.. i am one lucky girl! luck is not a meaningful enough word for it... i am a truly truly blessed girl with so many precious things in my life that i cannot count them all. thank you life!
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i am sorry for all those who are sad.. for those who are in pain and feel loss.. i may never know any of you personally, but deep down we are all in the family known as humanity. i want to help everyone, even if it's just by sending you all the love and light in my soul.
i saw natalie this morning.. she came for breakfast! it was nice to see her and talk to her.. we made french toast, potatoes, eggs, and oatmeal. it was all yummy! i have fun with natalie.. she's so easy to laugh with and be yourself with. she loves people and it's so easy to be around her.. she's a very good, life-long friend. she invited me to come sew with her and her friends.. i thought that was sweet of her. i think i'm going to go with her the next time she sews with them.. i don't really know any of the girls well but it would be nice to see who they are. and i love being creative, even if i struggle a lot with the sewing machine!
right now i'm sitting in the beautiful sun and uploading music to my ipod so that i can go to the gym. and my sweet, little kitty is trying to desperately jump on my lap, but there's not much room! i love her, she's such a cuddler. when i'm sad, she's the one i love to hold. there's something different about her.. i call her indigo kitty because there's something so intelligent and conscious about her. i love all my animals.. right now they are all laying in the sunlight too. it makes their fur all warm and soft..
sam went to play paintball today with his friends.. i'm glad, i know he has fun and i love that he has friends. i would never want him to stay home with me all the time, nor would i want to stay home with him all the time either.. of course i miss him when he's away from me, but i love that we both have things we love to do, both together and apart. we are one but also ourselves.. best friends and love/soul mates.. i am one lucky girl! luck is not a meaningful enough word for it... i am a truly truly blessed girl with so many precious things in my life that i cannot count them all. thank you life!
<3
i am sorry for all those who are sad.. for those who are in pain and feel loss.. i may never know any of you personally, but deep down we are all in the family known as humanity. i want to help everyone, even if it's just by sending you all the love and light in my soul.