golden rose
so many things in life bring me joy... it is like i cannot express in words how deeply beautiful life is. even in things that are seen as ugly and painful, there is such beauty. there is a golden rose in everything if you will look for it beneath the thorns and vines.. it will bloom if you touch it. it will bring you light, and will open petal by petal, until you see its naked beauty and innocence at its center.
the gifts i have had in life.. they have been astoundingly magical.
thank you momma.. for leaving me when i was young and helping me to grow strong and recognize what true, pure love feels like. the loss i felt when you were gone shaped me into something that i love today..
thank you papa... for opposing me, for feeling anger and pain.. you taught me how to be true to myself, how to recognize shame and blame and fill them with love and release..
thank you my sister... for saying the words you said to me, for seeing the worst in me and bringing it to me.. you helped me to love myself deep down unconditionally, no matter what i look like, no matter what i've done or said.. no matter what others think of me...
thank you lover.. for being my reflection, for fighting to save the goodness in me.. you are the love of my life, and what you have brought can never be described in words loving enough for how i feel..
thank you friends and family.. for loving me, for being yourselves, for laughing with me, for caring.. you are all beautiful in who you are.
today is a beautiful day.. the leaves shine on the trees from the sun and everything is turning a soft shade of brown and gold.
there are so many things to look forward to and be excited for... every moment has something exciting and joyful waiting in it. whenever i feel stuck, stagnant, caught.. i remember these words: "there is a solution to every thing you could ever think of. challenges and lessons would not be created if there were no perfect solutions for them. they are there.. listen for them, trust in them." kryon taught me that...
the gifts i have had in life.. they have been astoundingly magical.
thank you momma.. for leaving me when i was young and helping me to grow strong and recognize what true, pure love feels like. the loss i felt when you were gone shaped me into something that i love today..
thank you papa... for opposing me, for feeling anger and pain.. you taught me how to be true to myself, how to recognize shame and blame and fill them with love and release..
thank you my sister... for saying the words you said to me, for seeing the worst in me and bringing it to me.. you helped me to love myself deep down unconditionally, no matter what i look like, no matter what i've done or said.. no matter what others think of me...
thank you lover.. for being my reflection, for fighting to save the goodness in me.. you are the love of my life, and what you have brought can never be described in words loving enough for how i feel..
thank you friends and family.. for loving me, for being yourselves, for laughing with me, for caring.. you are all beautiful in who you are.
today is a beautiful day.. the leaves shine on the trees from the sun and everything is turning a soft shade of brown and gold.
there are so many things to look forward to and be excited for... every moment has something exciting and joyful waiting in it. whenever i feel stuck, stagnant, caught.. i remember these words: "there is a solution to every thing you could ever think of. challenges and lessons would not be created if there were no perfect solutions for them. they are there.. listen for them, trust in them." kryon taught me that...