lost... like alice in wonderland
hmmmm....
i'm just not sure how i feel about a lot of things in my life. i feel so far away from myself right now...
i feel everything back and forth.. ugliness and beauty. gratitude and just wanting everything to change...
but above all, i know i will make it. more than make it.. i will find purpose and beauty in all of this. because truly, life is beautiful. i trust in that above all things <3
i love it here on maui. it has been my dream to come here and i have experienced so many beautiful things.. and i want to experience even more. but i am missing my home... it's so nice to have family around to help me with onyx. yes, my family is very different than me.. so different that in some ways we can't relate, but i still love and honor them for who they are. and they give onyx so much love... here i am alone in taking care of him. sam has a lot of work/trade to do and prosperity to create, and i take care of onyx mostly on my own.
it has been difficult lately.. i have felt all over the place. my feelings are a whirlwind. i just want to be happy, create a change, spread love, share my gifts with humanity.. why can't it be that simple? i'm sure it could be.. but for some reason, there are things that always complicate that simplicity.
<3 everything will be alright. it always, always is... just don't forget.
i'm just not sure how i feel about a lot of things in my life. i feel so far away from myself right now...
i feel everything back and forth.. ugliness and beauty. gratitude and just wanting everything to change...
but above all, i know i will make it. more than make it.. i will find purpose and beauty in all of this. because truly, life is beautiful. i trust in that above all things <3
i love it here on maui. it has been my dream to come here and i have experienced so many beautiful things.. and i want to experience even more. but i am missing my home... it's so nice to have family around to help me with onyx. yes, my family is very different than me.. so different that in some ways we can't relate, but i still love and honor them for who they are. and they give onyx so much love... here i am alone in taking care of him. sam has a lot of work/trade to do and prosperity to create, and i take care of onyx mostly on my own.
it has been difficult lately.. i have felt all over the place. my feelings are a whirlwind. i just want to be happy, create a change, spread love, share my gifts with humanity.. why can't it be that simple? i'm sure it could be.. but for some reason, there are things that always complicate that simplicity.
<3 everything will be alright. it always, always is... just don't forget.