Jan 06, 2011 11:32
hi, my name is elva rose <3
that is my name now, and it fits the person i have become much more then my first name (which i still love, but i have shed it for now).. we are all like butterflies, us humans, and the constant within us is change. why keep the same name your whole life when you grow and evolve and can become many different things in the span of a life?
and it's so beautiful... i met a girl here on maui at the health food store who told me that in sweden, elva means eleven and fairy. i thought, what a perfect, amazing name i have found! it's very exciting.. who am i now that i have a different name? i am *me*, and we are all so special in our uniqueness! i am like no other, and so are you! that is so sweet <3 that makes us all very loved, because no one will ever be exactly as we are right now.
buying tickets back to my mountain today!! yay, my heart is excited and filled with little butterflies. but still.. i am sad thinking of leaving this place which as also become my home, not to mention all the lovely people who have become my friends and family. it is all such a special experience. *sigh* my heart belongs with everything... why do i just have to be this one, singular little human being? why can't i be everywhere with everyone all at once? maybe i will figure out how to do that someday :)
today is a gray day, with rain clouds and softness and water everywhere... a gentle day.
for 21 days i'm on a raw foods diet. i am on day 4 today! and i <3 it.. i feel so alive and healthy, and like i am giving so much love and care to my body. i might just want to live this way forever. i have been making some very yummy stuff... raw oatmeal with coconut water and raw almond milk.. tropical fruit smoothies.. lots of sprouted salads with avocado. and raw cashew coconut butter! so heavenly.. and so alive and healing for your body, mind, and spirit. my dream now is to have a small raw foods cafe in the town i love... i'm going to make all my dreams come true. i have seen that while here on maui.. that i am a divine human being who can make anything happen if i wish it with all my being. it's amazing to have this knowledge about myself and all others.. we are so powerful, and we often don't even realize it.
i also want to finish and publish my beloved books that i've been writing, and get a well-known blog up and running, where i can reach many people and touch their lives. i want to create a beautiful life for myself and help to heal humanity and the planet.. and truly, i have such a beautiful life right now.
love love love.. is all you need <3
love,
health,
books,
joy,
maui,
writing,
dreams,
raw foods,
moving,
healing,
nutrition