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So you know what's not so fun? Waking up at 6:30am, to leave my house by 7:30am, and be gone allll day until 10 at night. And during all those hours I'll be gone, I'll be working 9am-10pm. Not so fun. But you know what WILL be fun? Getting those paychecks in a few weeks. Yes indeed. And yes that was plural. PaycheckS. Two jobs, holler at a working woman.
I start my new bank job training tomorrow in Jackson. I'm excited, but nervous. I have training there tomorrow-Friday from 9am-4pm. And then tomorrow, Thursday, and Friday I have to get back here to Lansing to go work at Burlington from 5:30 to close.
Next week I have both training Mon-Friday 9-4, and then I work 5:30-close at Burlington all week except for Wednesday. But it's okay cuz I get the weekends off right? Ha. No. This Saturday I work 3-close at Burlington (but at least I get to sleep in), and next Saturday I work 9:30-5:30, also at Burlington. But I do have Sundays off which is GOOD...I need at least ONE day to just unwind from these two jobs.
But I love it. I am by NO means complaining. It's just busy crazy hectic, and will definately be interesting.
You know what else is not so fun? When your brother and sister live 1200 miles away...
And even less fun is when you feel like someone you really care about is doing you dirty. But you know you should know better than to think that. But dumb ass boys in the past have fucked your mind up, and once you get started with the doubts... it takes over you... nothing you can do to stop it... and you don't want to talk about it with them, because you know what he will say... he will tell you what you want to hear... what is real?... what is sweet talk?, and what is honesty?... how can you tell???
Be a strong independent woman. Be alone. Why can't I just be with someone and not feel insecure or distant, or scared, or doubtful. Everyone fucks up. But why?
I start my new bank job training tomorrow in Jackson. I'm excited, but nervous. I have training there tomorrow-Friday from 9am-4pm. And then tomorrow, Thursday, and Friday I have to get back here to Lansing to go work at Burlington from 5:30 to close.
Next week I have both training Mon-Friday 9-4, and then I work 5:30-close at Burlington all week except for Wednesday. But it's okay cuz I get the weekends off right? Ha. No. This Saturday I work 3-close at Burlington (but at least I get to sleep in), and next Saturday I work 9:30-5:30, also at Burlington. But I do have Sundays off which is GOOD...I need at least ONE day to just unwind from these two jobs.
But I love it. I am by NO means complaining. It's just busy crazy hectic, and will definately be interesting.
You know what else is not so fun? When your brother and sister live 1200 miles away...
And even less fun is when you feel like someone you really care about is doing you dirty. But you know you should know better than to think that. But dumb ass boys in the past have fucked your mind up, and once you get started with the doubts... it takes over you... nothing you can do to stop it... and you don't want to talk about it with them, because you know what he will say... he will tell you what you want to hear... what is real?... what is sweet talk?, and what is honesty?... how can you tell???
Be a strong independent woman. Be alone. Why can't I just be with someone and not feel insecure or distant, or scared, or doubtful. Everyone fucks up. But why?