don't really feel like writing but...
You know how sometimes you just doubt things that should be definite in your heart and mind?
I don't know why I'm doing this. I don't know why I'm letting her get the best of me AGAIN.
But what if it's true? What if I'm being played for a fool AGAIN right before my pretty brown eyes?
Talk is sweet, but oh so cheap. And the actions back it up. But I don't know...
And I'll be crazy busy the next two weeks. Off he goes. To do as he pleases. But he pleases to do nothing because he has me. Right? Suuuuure. After all. He is just a guy in the end right??
My sister got married. I want that. Someday...
Why does one message bother me so damn much?! And why couldn't I just say something when he asked me?? If I put it out of my mind for the moment...that doesn't mean it will go away in the long run. And look where it got me...
Oh well. I guess distance will be a good thing for the next two weeks. I'll be so busy I won't have time to worry. Or doubt.
I wish I wasn't in love with you so you couldn't hurt me...
I don't know why I'm doing this. I don't know why I'm letting her get the best of me AGAIN.
But what if it's true? What if I'm being played for a fool AGAIN right before my pretty brown eyes?
Talk is sweet, but oh so cheap. And the actions back it up. But I don't know...
And I'll be crazy busy the next two weeks. Off he goes. To do as he pleases. But he pleases to do nothing because he has me. Right? Suuuuure. After all. He is just a guy in the end right??
My sister got married. I want that. Someday...
Why does one message bother me so damn much?! And why couldn't I just say something when he asked me?? If I put it out of my mind for the moment...that doesn't mean it will go away in the long run. And look where it got me...
Oh well. I guess distance will be a good thing for the next two weeks. I'll be so busy I won't have time to worry. Or doubt.
I wish I wasn't in love with you so you couldn't hurt me...