I think that this chapter in my life has come to an end and a new one will begin elsewhere.  I don't think I will be writing in here any further because I want to get away from some things.  And I want to start over.  I'm letting go and moving on because I've had enough.  So if you actually still read this, and want to keep reading what I write, ( Read more... )

My older sister just had her baby. :)
She had a boy and named him Justin Adam.  He's absolutely beautiful.  
And my sis and brother-in-law asked me to be the God Mother,  so I'm a SUPAH Aunty!  Hahaha.  
yay!  I am so excited! hehehe.  Something GOOD for once!

For the first time in a really long time...  I feel like things are starting to make sense and I can think straight.  Haha.  
And I know things are going to just get better from where.  I can breathe.  I've felt so much more motivated to do things lately and I'm excited.  
Started to write again and I think I'm coming up with something pretty awesome ( Read more... )

Well...  
After two years, I'm single again....   :-\

I know I haven't written in a while, partly because I've had nothing to write about lately, I guess.
But I got to thinking today and I've realized a few things and I'm finding myself sitting here crying because there's a lot of things that have changed in my life and I'm not too sure when or how or why.  I have so many questions but I don't think ( Read more... )

I can feel the night beginning
separate me from the living
understanding me
after all I've seen.
Piecing every thought together,
find the words to make me better.
If I only knew,
how to pull myself apart.

All that I'm living for,
all that I'm d ying for,
all that I can't ignore,
alone at night.
All that I'm wanted for,
although I wanted more,
lock the last open ( Read more... )

 Xmas Stocking
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I'm going under ( Read more... )

I feel like God is up there looking down at me and my family and thinking to himself: "Hmmm... What can I do to the Parks family now?"

This has been such a bad year. I'm missing being up at UNH and having Josh around every day.  It's hard.

This year, the badness started when my mom's aunt and cousin died.  Both were mother and daughter and both ( Read more... )

1. Explain what ended your last relationship?
He found another girl that interested him and ditched me for her, more or less.

2. When was the last time you shaved?
The other day.

3. What were you doing this morning at 8 a.m.?
Sleeping.

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Reading e-mail.

5. Are you any good at math?
I was good at it but I hated it.

6. Your ( Read more... )