it is the price i pay...

[angelic_raven]

so i followed a friends advice and told the one that i am madly in love with how i truly felt about her. there is a problem though, she had a boyfriend. not only do i know this boyfriend, since middle school and was really good friends with him, but no, i am even related to him. we are distant cousins. i will admit, at one point in time, i

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[blind18]

Doesn't this really suck? I know who you really want and you know who I really want. Why can't they just try? Is it really that hard for them? I just don't get it. I would give anything to just be called this guys girlfriend for a day. i would give anything to just hold his hand or even to hear him say that he needs me. Yeah I know it sounds corney but thats all I want from him and I'm never going to get it. It's like he has forgoten that I even exist. At least the person your in love with has said she wants your friendship. I guess we'll just grow old and grey alone and then die... alone.

Love you Steve-O,
Rachel Marie
XOXO