you cant go home again..

[angelic_rage]

broken hearts leave me feeling raw..
yet, numb.
i guess i let myself forget that you had started doing that...
out of sight, out of mind...
it is amazing how we can delude ourselves so easily...
i mean, to look me in the eye and talk about
how you are a "functional junkie"...
seriously?
ive never met anyone putting needles in their arm who was functional...
fuck.
and now i have to yell at you,
and in public no less...
fuck you for making me do this..
i just might punch you in the face.