watching tank girl for the fist time in years..
i have a room again..
pictures on the wall,
art all over the place..
i have finally moved in.
i am home..
now all thats missing is that job...
that fucking paycheck..
the means to an endssss...
i am so tired of trying for something,.
worth while..
something..
i can keep..
something please happen..
this is me willing it so....
this is the sound of god laughing,
while you are busy making plans..