first step of ten
just got the internet and cable at the house. thats a relief. now maybe i won't be in such a depressed mood so much.
but yeah, fuck me.
i can't seem to get her off my mind. hell, even when i masturbate she's in my mind. really now, i should have moved on by now. but jesus fucking christ why can't i?
this is pissing me off. how fucking weak am i that i can't get over a fucking girl. shit, there'e a whole world of them out there. but you know what. i doubt i'll ever find another like her. god, she was so beautiful, so kinky, the way we made love, the way we fucked, they way we kissed. its all so vivid in my mind. how can anyone compare to my memories of her. i just wish i had her back. i'd sacrifice ANYTHING i had to to be with her. hell, i'd fucking kill myself if it would get her back. but i know it won't. see how fucking weak i am. how can any of you stand me. how can you like me knowing how pitiful i am.
but yeah, fuck me.
i can't seem to get her off my mind. hell, even when i masturbate she's in my mind. really now, i should have moved on by now. but jesus fucking christ why can't i?
this is pissing me off. how fucking weak am i that i can't get over a fucking girl. shit, there'e a whole world of them out there. but you know what. i doubt i'll ever find another like her. god, she was so beautiful, so kinky, the way we made love, the way we fucked, they way we kissed. its all so vivid in my mind. how can anyone compare to my memories of her. i just wish i had her back. i'd sacrifice ANYTHING i had to to be with her. hell, i'd fucking kill myself if it would get her back. but i know it won't. see how fucking weak i am. how can any of you stand me. how can you like me knowing how pitiful i am.