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It's been a week since I've updated. Woot. Such a fun week too. No school Monday, Hours of traffic after school Wednesday, and totally not even going to school Friday. Makes for a long boring weekend, this weather does. Why must my grandmother be so protective. Ugh. If I want to go sliding on the ice and slam my Sentra into a telephone pole, I can, uhkay?
Anyhow.
Methinks I'm officially outta the Fucktard clan. Fortunately, there seems to be plenty of replacements for me. Since I have a boyfriend I guess that's just how life has to be. And I really dare a comment on this. I'm so sick of being another odd one out because of my relationship status.
Everything has changed, as I always knew it would. But it's hard not to be bitter when all that you know is being ripped away. And for no good reason.
Maybe this is a bit of a vague entry but theres so much in my mind right now, it's so cluttered, that I can't really separate it all to write down.
And being this long without a job is not helping the stress factor. Which isn't helping my migraine situation. Which doesn't help with school. Which doesn't help with my plans for the future.
And while I'm on the note for plans of the future. I really hope mine work out the way I want them to. Cuz I don't know how much more of this life I can take. And I don't know how I would take it if anything came up to shoot my dreams to Hell.
Wow I feel better having complained a bit now. I've been all too cheerful to be myself today.
Still bitter and angry with some situations, but better.
*sigh*
Anyhow.
Methinks I'm officially outta the Fucktard clan. Fortunately, there seems to be plenty of replacements for me. Since I have a boyfriend I guess that's just how life has to be. And I really dare a comment on this. I'm so sick of being another odd one out because of my relationship status.
Everything has changed, as I always knew it would. But it's hard not to be bitter when all that you know is being ripped away. And for no good reason.
Maybe this is a bit of a vague entry but theres so much in my mind right now, it's so cluttered, that I can't really separate it all to write down.
And being this long without a job is not helping the stress factor. Which isn't helping my migraine situation. Which doesn't help with school. Which doesn't help with my plans for the future.
And while I'm on the note for plans of the future. I really hope mine work out the way I want them to. Cuz I don't know how much more of this life I can take. And I don't know how I would take it if anything came up to shoot my dreams to Hell.
Wow I feel better having complained a bit now. I've been all too cheerful to be myself today.
Still bitter and angry with some situations, but better.
*sigh*