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oh.so.lets see.
its 2pm.and im going to smoke,and drink alone.in my car.
im skipping physical therapy.
because.
if i see that place today.
ill throw a rock.
plus.
my surgon tried to SCRAPE out my leftover random STICH he fergot.couldnt get it.so now im in more pain,backtracked a few weeks.
yeah.this is whats going on.
im bored out of my mind.class' ended today at 1230.i have no friends on a monday afternoon.what id do to be in a dorm right this second.only this second.i think christinas mad at me.i dont know why.and chris is at work and i cant contact him,and miss him.alot.AS MY FRIEND.
my arm,looks like a mans.never made me so insecure before,besides being fat for 3 months of my life,AWESOME.
i cant stop wanting to die alil because chris' friends have now all seen me ass naked posing disgusting in photos from a year ago.(saved on computers.)
wine and a bowl please.
i dont want to see my mother at any point today.and its 2.
how is that going to work.heh.
its 2pm.and im going to smoke,and drink alone.in my car.
im skipping physical therapy.
because.
if i see that place today.
ill throw a rock.
plus.
my surgon tried to SCRAPE out my leftover random STICH he fergot.couldnt get it.so now im in more pain,backtracked a few weeks.
yeah.this is whats going on.
im bored out of my mind.class' ended today at 1230.i have no friends on a monday afternoon.what id do to be in a dorm right this second.only this second.i think christinas mad at me.i dont know why.and chris is at work and i cant contact him,and miss him.alot.AS MY FRIEND.
my arm,looks like a mans.never made me so insecure before,besides being fat for 3 months of my life,AWESOME.
i cant stop wanting to die alil because chris' friends have now all seen me ass naked posing disgusting in photos from a year ago.(saved on computers.)
wine and a bowl please.
i dont want to see my mother at any point today.and its 2.
how is that going to work.heh.