Bad Habit
So, I need to stop wearing earrings with backings because whenever I scratch my ear, the backings pop off and I can't wear the stupid earrings anymore. I'm a creature of habit - besides my first hole, you will rarely see me change my other piercing jewelry unless necessary. It's not really necessary, you just don't really want to change it all the time lol. 11 piercings is a lot to keep up with :).
So I forgot to remind my mother before going to sleep because she was doing God knows what errand, I have no clue, and I laid down at 8 pm and I woke up at 2 am. I forgot to pay my chase bill. All these bills and fees keep adding up, and it's really getting to me, not having a job that pays any money even though my entire work week is filled up to the brim. I have been working like 24 hours a week, to make up for the time that I missed with my cast. Add that to my 3 other classes, and the fact that I'll have another temporary job soon so I'll basically be a zombie. I really do need some money. I'm considering getting some type of Christmas mall job, even though I swear I know BETTER than that, if I give a specific set schedule, it's not like it will be that bad. I'll work at the Danbury Mall or something. Baby love works there so I guess misery loves company. I just want to be rid of these bills so badly, it stresses me out so much paying for past debt that I can't even remember how I racked up YEARS ago. I know that there are ways for me to immediately pay off Capital One and Orchard Bank, but I'm worried about how to even make a dent in Chase and MBNA. Chase is over 2k and MBNA is about 1700. See...I have NO clue how it became like this. In all honesty...I can see me having to work in a retarded store in the mall, ringing faggots up for like 8 bucks an hour, making fucking pennies, BEING IN GRADUATE SCHOOL....just so I can make a dent on these bills. The good thing is that my "nest egg" is in the bank, so if I did work, and I will be at least temporarily for the last 2 weeks of October, I would be able to put it all to bills.
Considering I assume I'm decent looking (I didn't say hot lol I'm modest), skinny and very personable, I really think that I'd make a good bartender at a club. Unfortunately, the best bartending school (which happens to be one of the cheapest) is $250 for a 9-5 week, or 5 saturdays in a row. The thing that sucks is that I really can't commit to 5 straight saturdays in a row, not with that amazing Timothy by my side :D. I would love to get a job as a bartender at Boston Billards where he works, but he doesn't work there all that often lately. I wonder if he could talk to someone, see if I could be a shot girl?? IDK if he would like that lol. I am just so desperate for dignified cash. I have been considering trying the tutoring thing again, since I'm pretty good at it. I would charge 10 bucks an hour, and I could tutor HS anything, honestly. College Stats, Gen Chem I (I hate Gen Chem II, otherwise I'd say that too Lol), hmm...how about intro level Epi shit (500 level)? I could do that as well...But, I only know how to advertise via Craigs list. Maybe if I could cut down some of my Admissions office hours, once I make up my shit, and then remain that I only have friday as my one fulltime day a week, I would able to fit another job in while not compromising my other classes. I know I could. I don't really have a choice. I pray that in 2008, I will be able to rid myself of this debt. Well, I don't see why not. When I get my MPH, I'm going to begin working immediately, and I'm going to start my DrPH next year. I think I'd have a year of Didatic (IDK what that word is, I forgot lol) classes anyway, so I should be making more than enough money to get rid of this silliness.
So my apartment is just about ready!!! I need to start like organizing everything. Honestly, I was SO organized when I came home from Albany, and even extremely organized in my tiny room in Long Island. Unfortunately, every time I come back here, shit gets thrown all over, and I'm back to even finding where anything is. All my belongings are literally in piles in the garage. I'm not even looking forward to seeing whether or not my TV is still functional. I have NO clue where my remote would be...it's just all in all a great situation. I do, however, plan on living here for quite a while. It's not going to be a short term thing. Until I get a job where maybe I could afford something else, but who knows? I really like the idea of this place. Tim said he'd be there like 3-4 days a week, so I was like 4 divided by 7 is more than .5, meaning you owe at least half the rent LOL. He was like "How about 20%???" I'm like OMG NO...Lol I said the second that you pay rent is the second that you are officially living with me. And I said, "I am NOT ready for that!!" In all honesty, there's a big part of me that is ready for that, and a huge part of me that just wants it to happen immediately, but I've been victim to the fools rush in thing, and I don't want to jinx this amazing thing that I have with him.
We were at the mall 2 days ago (wed) and we walked by Zales or some jewelry place and goes, "Let's pick out some engagement rings" and I was like "WHOA RELAX" LOL he knows what I mean by relaxxxx. It was just funny that he even said that. It's actually really exciting to take things slow with a guy that I know has the same exact feelings and intentions with me. I stay in relationships and things for the long haul, and I take love and committment very seriously. I look forward to being a good lil' domestic for him in Putnam Lake, LOL but he is a VERY badass cook (I've had some of his stuff...wowie...but MINE IS STILL BETTER!!) haha. He doesn't mind doing the dishes, and he doesn't really like laundry, which means I can do his laundry (wee!!! If you know me, you will know how much I LOVEEE doing laundry). And I will have my washer/dryer right by my apartment. I hope they won't do apeshit loads of wash. That's the only shitty thing about living with someone else. When they leave their wet clothes in the washing machine, and you're like doubleu-tee-eff, I need to use this shizz lol. So I will have wireless internet, cable tv...uhhh, like the coolest stuff ever. I'm a tad worried about Holmes, and I've been considering getting another companion pet for him so he won't be lonely when I'm out working and/or at school. I don't know though...he is such an amazing, docile, angelic sweetheart, and I wouldn't want any other cat hurting him, trying to claim dominance over him or anything. Holmes is my soul, and I want to protect him but I also want him to be happy. We'll see.
I laugh at the thought of my boyfriend having a key to my apartment. LOL I don't know....everyone keeps saying, "This could be THE ONE". It gives me this emotion that I can't explain, it's like seeing something new and amazing and beautiful for the first time and you don't want to lose it or anything to happen to it, so you're scared too. I guess that's the best way to say it. He really is a sweetheart...So that surprise we were all mentioning for the last month?? I GET IT TOMORROW NIGHT!!! WOOHOOO!!!!! I can't wait. I'm staying over his place in CT, me with my pimples and all LOL Idk wtf is wrong with my face lately, I feel 15 again ugh yuck. Between me and you, LJ, I hate that he lives in Central CT. I hope that it's a slow transition, but that he slowly but surely moves in with me. I really do wish that. I want it to be a gradual transition so he will know that it will work out between us. I'd say that I've made a good roommate in the past, but sleeping in the same bed with your burping, farting significant other might get annoying LOL. I don't know...I say, If I'm going to marry him, I'm going to be doing this my entire life anyway, so why rush it? And if I begin to think I'm not going to marry him ever...then wtf is he living at my apartment for??? LOL
Ok I slept a long time but I wanted to go out to get an iced coffee and go teepz. I will update again after I get the surprise. I am going to a Queen coverband show at the civic center with Tim and Sara and Natsuki. Wee!!!! I Can't wait!!!! Lah dem!
<33333333333333,
Tia
PS, Since this is my Lj and I can say whatever I want.
I LOVE YOU TIM.
HAHA! I said Lah you to him the other day and I swear on all that is holy that he said, "LOVE YOU TOO" LOL hmmm....I got really embarassed bc I knew he said it but it slipped. When he tells me for the first time that he loves me, it better be a production. So I brushed it off LOL. I could have seen him tonight but the weather was terrible and I was zoning out on the taconic, so I didn't. I will see him for the next 3 days straight, and like I said earlier, he will like LIVE with me soon. Lol, so...
OK, gnite time.
Yet another annoying FULL day of work in WESTCHESTA....at least I kinda have some shit to do? Whatevs.
Peace out, poops.
So I forgot to remind my mother before going to sleep because she was doing God knows what errand, I have no clue, and I laid down at 8 pm and I woke up at 2 am. I forgot to pay my chase bill. All these bills and fees keep adding up, and it's really getting to me, not having a job that pays any money even though my entire work week is filled up to the brim. I have been working like 24 hours a week, to make up for the time that I missed with my cast. Add that to my 3 other classes, and the fact that I'll have another temporary job soon so I'll basically be a zombie. I really do need some money. I'm considering getting some type of Christmas mall job, even though I swear I know BETTER than that, if I give a specific set schedule, it's not like it will be that bad. I'll work at the Danbury Mall or something. Baby love works there so I guess misery loves company. I just want to be rid of these bills so badly, it stresses me out so much paying for past debt that I can't even remember how I racked up YEARS ago. I know that there are ways for me to immediately pay off Capital One and Orchard Bank, but I'm worried about how to even make a dent in Chase and MBNA. Chase is over 2k and MBNA is about 1700. See...I have NO clue how it became like this. In all honesty...I can see me having to work in a retarded store in the mall, ringing faggots up for like 8 bucks an hour, making fucking pennies, BEING IN GRADUATE SCHOOL....just so I can make a dent on these bills. The good thing is that my "nest egg" is in the bank, so if I did work, and I will be at least temporarily for the last 2 weeks of October, I would be able to put it all to bills.
Considering I assume I'm decent looking (I didn't say hot lol I'm modest), skinny and very personable, I really think that I'd make a good bartender at a club. Unfortunately, the best bartending school (which happens to be one of the cheapest) is $250 for a 9-5 week, or 5 saturdays in a row. The thing that sucks is that I really can't commit to 5 straight saturdays in a row, not with that amazing Timothy by my side :D. I would love to get a job as a bartender at Boston Billards where he works, but he doesn't work there all that often lately. I wonder if he could talk to someone, see if I could be a shot girl?? IDK if he would like that lol. I am just so desperate for dignified cash. I have been considering trying the tutoring thing again, since I'm pretty good at it. I would charge 10 bucks an hour, and I could tutor HS anything, honestly. College Stats, Gen Chem I (I hate Gen Chem II, otherwise I'd say that too Lol), hmm...how about intro level Epi shit (500 level)? I could do that as well...But, I only know how to advertise via Craigs list. Maybe if I could cut down some of my Admissions office hours, once I make up my shit, and then remain that I only have friday as my one fulltime day a week, I would able to fit another job in while not compromising my other classes. I know I could. I don't really have a choice. I pray that in 2008, I will be able to rid myself of this debt. Well, I don't see why not. When I get my MPH, I'm going to begin working immediately, and I'm going to start my DrPH next year. I think I'd have a year of Didatic (IDK what that word is, I forgot lol) classes anyway, so I should be making more than enough money to get rid of this silliness.
So my apartment is just about ready!!! I need to start like organizing everything. Honestly, I was SO organized when I came home from Albany, and even extremely organized in my tiny room in Long Island. Unfortunately, every time I come back here, shit gets thrown all over, and I'm back to even finding where anything is. All my belongings are literally in piles in the garage. I'm not even looking forward to seeing whether or not my TV is still functional. I have NO clue where my remote would be...it's just all in all a great situation. I do, however, plan on living here for quite a while. It's not going to be a short term thing. Until I get a job where maybe I could afford something else, but who knows? I really like the idea of this place. Tim said he'd be there like 3-4 days a week, so I was like 4 divided by 7 is more than .5, meaning you owe at least half the rent LOL. He was like "How about 20%???" I'm like OMG NO...Lol I said the second that you pay rent is the second that you are officially living with me. And I said, "I am NOT ready for that!!" In all honesty, there's a big part of me that is ready for that, and a huge part of me that just wants it to happen immediately, but I've been victim to the fools rush in thing, and I don't want to jinx this amazing thing that I have with him.
We were at the mall 2 days ago (wed) and we walked by Zales or some jewelry place and goes, "Let's pick out some engagement rings" and I was like "WHOA RELAX" LOL he knows what I mean by relaxxxx. It was just funny that he even said that. It's actually really exciting to take things slow with a guy that I know has the same exact feelings and intentions with me. I stay in relationships and things for the long haul, and I take love and committment very seriously. I look forward to being a good lil' domestic for him in Putnam Lake, LOL but he is a VERY badass cook (I've had some of his stuff...wowie...but MINE IS STILL BETTER!!) haha. He doesn't mind doing the dishes, and he doesn't really like laundry, which means I can do his laundry (wee!!! If you know me, you will know how much I LOVEEE doing laundry). And I will have my washer/dryer right by my apartment. I hope they won't do apeshit loads of wash. That's the only shitty thing about living with someone else. When they leave their wet clothes in the washing machine, and you're like doubleu-tee-eff, I need to use this shizz lol. So I will have wireless internet, cable tv...uhhh, like the coolest stuff ever. I'm a tad worried about Holmes, and I've been considering getting another companion pet for him so he won't be lonely when I'm out working and/or at school. I don't know though...he is such an amazing, docile, angelic sweetheart, and I wouldn't want any other cat hurting him, trying to claim dominance over him or anything. Holmes is my soul, and I want to protect him but I also want him to be happy. We'll see.
I laugh at the thought of my boyfriend having a key to my apartment. LOL I don't know....everyone keeps saying, "This could be THE ONE". It gives me this emotion that I can't explain, it's like seeing something new and amazing and beautiful for the first time and you don't want to lose it or anything to happen to it, so you're scared too. I guess that's the best way to say it. He really is a sweetheart...So that surprise we were all mentioning for the last month?? I GET IT TOMORROW NIGHT!!! WOOHOOO!!!!! I can't wait. I'm staying over his place in CT, me with my pimples and all LOL Idk wtf is wrong with my face lately, I feel 15 again ugh yuck. Between me and you, LJ, I hate that he lives in Central CT. I hope that it's a slow transition, but that he slowly but surely moves in with me. I really do wish that. I want it to be a gradual transition so he will know that it will work out between us. I'd say that I've made a good roommate in the past, but sleeping in the same bed with your burping, farting significant other might get annoying LOL. I don't know...I say, If I'm going to marry him, I'm going to be doing this my entire life anyway, so why rush it? And if I begin to think I'm not going to marry him ever...then wtf is he living at my apartment for??? LOL
Ok I slept a long time but I wanted to go out to get an iced coffee and go teepz. I will update again after I get the surprise. I am going to a Queen coverband show at the civic center with Tim and Sara and Natsuki. Wee!!!! I Can't wait!!!! Lah dem!
<33333333333333,
Tia
PS, Since this is my Lj and I can say whatever I want.
I LOVE YOU TIM.
HAHA! I said Lah you to him the other day and I swear on all that is holy that he said, "LOVE YOU TOO" LOL hmmm....I got really embarassed bc I knew he said it but it slipped. When he tells me for the first time that he loves me, it better be a production. So I brushed it off LOL. I could have seen him tonight but the weather was terrible and I was zoning out on the taconic, so I didn't. I will see him for the next 3 days straight, and like I said earlier, he will like LIVE with me soon. Lol, so...
OK, gnite time.
Yet another annoying FULL day of work in WESTCHESTA....at least I kinda have some shit to do? Whatevs.
Peace out, poops.