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Talents
my friend lauren's talents - she can draw, sing amazingly, play piano better than me, and other talents :) I wish I could draw/sing/play piano like a pro
i wish i had my art teacher's talent for photography b/c i love it so much and while i believe i have some natural talent...it's all without trying so i'm not sure how i'd do while trying.
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Why does it bother me?
I don't know if it's just me and I could be overreacting, but it bothers me that my FI didn't tell me that he went to his best friends house. Maybe he doesn't need to, but I thought it'd be a courtesy. Last night he said he was going to his friend's Mike's house, but I found out he was in bed. Unless Mike woke up or I read it wrong, but where else ( Read more... ) -
Why?
Why is it that when something is bothering me, I try to hide it from my FI? Why do I try to act like nothing is wrong when I know he knows me really well. There was one guy I used to open up to all the time about anything - he broke my heart into a million pieces and backstabbed me multiple times (figuratively) as well as used me and bullied me ( Read more... ) -
Next Step
So here's our plan as of right now ( Read more... ) -
Finally Home
After moving around 3 times in 1 year (2 times for him), we finally found a place we could call home, but it wasn't home. Even though we technically moved in March 30 of this year, we weren't really moved in. It was weird living here because of the fact that nothing here was ours except some dishes. As more and more of our stuff was moved in, it ( Read more... ) -
New Life
So a lot has happened in the last 5 years (obviously) -- graduated from BCC in '07 and from UCF in '10. I met a guy named Tom at Publix in '06 and started dating in '07. We also broke up in June of '07 (complicated relationship basically) then my parents forbid me from dating him. That didn't stop me - we were off and on til about '08. We were ( Read more... ) -
This Week
I might get to hang with Ray on Wednesday, Saturday and Sunday. Wednesday we might go to our mall which he hasn't been to in a long time. Saturday and Sunday, I'm not sure what we'll do - I'm guessing his house on Saturday and maybe the mall in viera on Sunday.
I love being with him and talking to him - he makes me so happy. I've been praying ( Read more... ) -
Question
You know that I am never uncomfortable around people. As you have probably noticed throughout the years, I can either initate a conversation or join in one w/out feeling weird.
You don't know Jarl (Chip) but he works in the bakery at my Publix. When I first met him, I felt so uncomfortable around him. It seemed like forever until I would ( Read more... ) -
I Feel Loved....
This may sound crazy since I've only known HIM for 4 months and I don't know if it's vice versa. I'm still going to put what I think here.
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Welcome ~ Prayer ~ Song
Sorry I haven't updated in almost 2 months but I have been busy. School, work, Dungeon Siege, lol.
I want to ask all of my friends who read this to pray for my friend Chip, no questions asked. You don't need to know the reason so please do not ask me. If you don't do this for me then do it for him, he needs it. Thank you!
Happy Girl - Martina ( Read more... )