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Hi journal, journal readers. It's been awhile since I've posted in here. Maybe I'm not that girl anymore. Maybe I'm not even who I was a few months ago.
Something tiny has taken over my body. It tells me how to feel, what to eat, even how to lay. If I don't do what it says, i become sick, or i get a quick kick. I have to say I enjoy the kicks though.
So small, but the biggest thing that has ever happened to me. I think Eric has worried that he'll have to compete now, but theres not chance of that. I can already tell it's a whole new kind of love you can't have for anyone else. It's completely new. For awhile I've felt like I was going to die, I was so sure of it, but i think i was just preparing to be reborn. I feel like I have been.
I can't explain exactly how it's changing my life. Hmm, I am always tempted to say she, I hope it's a girl. After hearing the heartbeat I care less though, and just want it to be ok.
Kick
I guess she doesn't like the laptop on her. ok, i'll move it down. thanks for the kick though honey.
I wish i could explain it to you, but theres no way. its like my life belongs to her...or him. but im still me too. Babble babble, i have some things to do.
racheal
Something tiny has taken over my body. It tells me how to feel, what to eat, even how to lay. If I don't do what it says, i become sick, or i get a quick kick. I have to say I enjoy the kicks though.
So small, but the biggest thing that has ever happened to me. I think Eric has worried that he'll have to compete now, but theres not chance of that. I can already tell it's a whole new kind of love you can't have for anyone else. It's completely new. For awhile I've felt like I was going to die, I was so sure of it, but i think i was just preparing to be reborn. I feel like I have been.
I can't explain exactly how it's changing my life. Hmm, I am always tempted to say she, I hope it's a girl. After hearing the heartbeat I care less though, and just want it to be ok.
Kick
I guess she doesn't like the laptop on her. ok, i'll move it down. thanks for the kick though honey.
I wish i could explain it to you, but theres no way. its like my life belongs to her...or him. but im still me too. Babble babble, i have some things to do.
racheal