It's all in your mind...
Hey dolls,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know I lied again... but I have a *real* good excuse ;P
Anyway, the quick sums up, cause that's not why I here... I reached my first goal and have lost 50 lbs. Yeah! And a whole lotta inches... so yeah! Z and I are actually acting like adults and the Cub is doing well. Yeah! Huntress (the new name for baby D Thank you Pharoh) was for the first time ever able to sit still long enough to have a conclusive ear test and we just found out that she's complelty inner ear deaf in her right ear, and prob has been since birth. Boo ( and a little yeah for finally knowing how to help her) Still single, still horny, and still confuzzled on some life things but for the most part iza good. Now onto the interesting stuff. Oh! and I kinda got a job as a sub lunch ;ady, yes I have to wear a hair net, and all white (maybe the stupidest idea EVAR I mean all white with food?) and mostly I wash pots... so yeah. BUt it's $30 a day when then can use me and I don't have to say yes, so hopefully that might be able to help with gas money at least. I'm also going to real school this semester at HArford Comm College for Pre-Nursing and that starts up on Tuesday... so I'm Real excited about that. *Now on to the good stuff.
I was thinking, which is scary enough yeah :), the brain is basically a big computer right? doing all kinds of things in the background that we don't even think of on a daily basis right? So why can't we just add to the programming and improve? Stay with me here, i think i could be on to something if i can figure out a way to make it work. Humans are basically flawed we don't run properly, we have all these things that get in our way of being happy and functioning ultimaitly. If we have a tool that does this we throw it away, replacing it or improve it yeah? SO why can't we add new programming to the brain to fix some of said flaws?
Take my walking at night. Sure i tell myself i'm gonna walk but i don't think about making my muscles move, tell my feet to place one in front of the other, my quads to flex, my calves to strech... they just do. Or on an even more sub concious level, i don't tell myself to breath, my heart to beat, my eyes to blink they just do becuase the body could not function without these things. Well what if we made the brian think of other things in this sub concous level as well? Why can't i reprogram my sub concoius to only eat the food it needs to run? To only think about how to solve a problem and the tools i would need to do so without bringing in all the emo crap about it? Or even program it so that i don't smoke; and I'm not talking aboput will power and quiting I mean reprogramming it so that my mind just takes the though of it away completly. Just think of the possiblities in finding the ablity to commit something to the sub concous.... it's pardon the expression but mind bending.
So just something for you to chew on... I'll be working on this more and i'll let you know my succus or failure which ever i may get. I have a feeling there's gonna be quite a bit of the later before i get the former... but what else am I doing lately *smile* Lemme know what you think, am I crazy? Well at least where this is concerned?
Kisses, licks and all the other fun stuff I'm not doing lately *sigh*
Angel
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know I lied again... but I have a *real* good excuse ;P
Anyway, the quick sums up, cause that's not why I here... I reached my first goal and have lost 50 lbs. Yeah! And a whole lotta inches... so yeah! Z and I are actually acting like adults and the Cub is doing well. Yeah! Huntress (the new name for baby D Thank you Pharoh) was for the first time ever able to sit still long enough to have a conclusive ear test and we just found out that she's complelty inner ear deaf in her right ear, and prob has been since birth. Boo ( and a little yeah for finally knowing how to help her) Still single, still horny, and still confuzzled on some life things but for the most part iza good. Now onto the interesting stuff. Oh! and I kinda got a job as a sub lunch ;ady, yes I have to wear a hair net, and all white (maybe the stupidest idea EVAR I mean all white with food?) and mostly I wash pots... so yeah. BUt it's $30 a day when then can use me and I don't have to say yes, so hopefully that might be able to help with gas money at least. I'm also going to real school this semester at HArford Comm College for Pre-Nursing and that starts up on Tuesday... so I'm Real excited about that. *Now on to the good stuff.
I was thinking, which is scary enough yeah :), the brain is basically a big computer right? doing all kinds of things in the background that we don't even think of on a daily basis right? So why can't we just add to the programming and improve? Stay with me here, i think i could be on to something if i can figure out a way to make it work. Humans are basically flawed we don't run properly, we have all these things that get in our way of being happy and functioning ultimaitly. If we have a tool that does this we throw it away, replacing it or improve it yeah? SO why can't we add new programming to the brain to fix some of said flaws?
Take my walking at night. Sure i tell myself i'm gonna walk but i don't think about making my muscles move, tell my feet to place one in front of the other, my quads to flex, my calves to strech... they just do. Or on an even more sub concious level, i don't tell myself to breath, my heart to beat, my eyes to blink they just do becuase the body could not function without these things. Well what if we made the brian think of other things in this sub concous level as well? Why can't i reprogram my sub concoius to only eat the food it needs to run? To only think about how to solve a problem and the tools i would need to do so without bringing in all the emo crap about it? Or even program it so that i don't smoke; and I'm not talking aboput will power and quiting I mean reprogramming it so that my mind just takes the though of it away completly. Just think of the possiblities in finding the ablity to commit something to the sub concous.... it's pardon the expression but mind bending.
So just something for you to chew on... I'll be working on this more and i'll let you know my succus or failure which ever i may get. I have a feeling there's gonna be quite a bit of the later before i get the former... but what else am I doing lately *smile* Lemme know what you think, am I crazy? Well at least where this is concerned?
Kisses, licks and all the other fun stuff I'm not doing lately *sigh*
Angel