tears running down my face

[angeleyes04]

Its the hardest thing ill ever have to do. To look you in the eye, and tell you i dont love you. Its the hardest thing ill ever have to lie. I cant let you see what you mean to me when my hands are tied and my hearts not free, we're not meant to be. Maybe we'll meet again, fate is a place and time. So you can get on w/ your life, ive got to be

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[anonymous]

all relationships have ups and downs...at times...most feel like rollercoasters a lot. But it's lasting through those times that make things mean so much more. I feel that you are confused because of the 4 years anv coming up and your feelings are shakie...but you seem to care about Chris from the other enties and if I were you I'd give it times so see if this is just a phase you are going through. another thing...he may not have a good job now, may not drive now...but is the a good reason to leave someone..to me, no.... he could end up having a great job and so on someday..a relationship is not built on somone driving, or where someone works...it's build on your feelings for each other, communication and trust. If you are having doubts about what to do- I'd wait to see if it's just a phase. Good Luck!

[angeleyes04]

thank u for the advice ;)

[anonymous]

Your very welcome..neverwant to mess things up with love if it is just a phase you are going through....maybe just let him know this is a tough time of the year for you...I'm sure he will understand. Best Wishes & Good Luck!

[anonymous]

i just wanted to see if you have figure out anything? And how things are going since you haven't wrote ... I hope things turn out for the best!

[aimi]

i TOTALLY know what you mean about the successful boyfriend thing. i feel the same way about jon. no job, driving with MY DADS liscence plate, not doing too well in school...i could go on forever. but the point is that i LOVE him. and those things can all be fixed. but you cant make yourself stop loving someone.

all i can say is dont let trivial things like having a car make your decision. all it comes down to is if you love him. if you really do then that stuff doesnt matter and if you help him to change its not so you'll like him more its because you care about him and want to see the man you love more successful.

[scintillated]

The trivial shit in life like driving a car and having a good job doesn't matter...well, in Waste Mifflin, it does. *rolls eyes* But yeah, I know that you're still heartbroken over Donny and how he treated you - hell, so am I, but that's in the past - but you do need to focus on the future. I'm proud of you for not putting your life on hold for Donny. I mean it...I've done that shit with other guys so many fucking times and I regret it because I missed out on a shitload of stuff. But you learn from your mistakes...and that's what life is - learning.

I'm feeling all philosophical today, lol. Love ya Jenn! =)

[angeleyes04]

lol luv ya 2 brenna..yeah he really fucked me over last year and i guess bad memories are coming back which is whats making me feel weird. I dont kno what im gonna do about chris...my mom likes him but doesnt at the same time..and sometimes i get tired of driving places...he has no goal or anything..

[angeleyes04]

i truly dont kno how i feel about him..im really confused as to whether i truly love him or not.

Hey

[xxdeadmexx]

Think about what you're doing first. You could be throwing away something great in your life without even knowing it. FUck the car and job and all other petty things. Those don't make a relationship work. Those are just prized objects and obstacles which everyone slowly gets or works to. Just think about what you're doing. And try to keep Donny in the past. I know that's probably hard but us girls have to learn. You know? Put anything that reminds you of him away if you haven't. It helps, trust me.

Think over what you're doing. I'm sure you'll make the right decision.
Sarah

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[angeleyes04]

thanx for the advice hun!

Re: Hey

[xxdeadmexx]

you're welcome