Feb 10, 2003 00:23
Its the hardest thing ill ever have to do. To look you in the eye, and tell you i dont love you. Its the hardest thing ill ever have to lie. I cant let you see what you mean to me when my hands are tied and my hearts not free, we're not meant to be. Maybe we'll meet again, fate is a place and time. So you can get on w/ your life, ive got to be cruel to be kind.
Ok, me and don's 4 year would be coming up soon and i miss him. Im not gonna lie. I dont kno why i miss him but i do..eh it sux. And i think im breaking up w/ chris. I dont think i want to be w/ him..or maybe its just how i feel now. Ive been like a rollercoaster on this. Up and down for the past few weeks. I thought i loved him but now im questioning it. He dont drive, he dont have a good job..i just dont know. Me him and jen are suppose to move out together, i would still want to even if me and him are just friends. I dunno..any advice?