Nov 15, 2006 12:30
so i totally lost it at work yesterday..
apparently i'm even more stressed out than i thought i was..if that's possible.. i thought i had a pretty good handle on it.. but after a long ass day of rushing around without even having 10 minutes to stop for a lunch break, Dr. Kelly yelling at me was just enough to push me over the edge i guess. he saw me cry..which sucks. i managed to go 3 years without him making me cry..and then i go and lose it my last week..
yeah.. i went to the back to try and pull myself together..but instead, i started hyperventilating. it was awesome. good thing tara heard i was upset and came to the back to check on me.. i've never hyperventilated before. it's kinda scary..
goddamn i'm glad this is my last week.. otherwise i would've walked out yesterday..